ZuLdaniaLListening to: Linkin Park - Breaking the Habit
ac.cu.sa.tion n. 1. An act of accusing or the state of being accused. 2. A charge of wrongdoing that is made against a person or other party. being a victim of accusations is the last thing anyone would want in life... recently, i was faced with such a situation... and being accused of doing stuffs by someone close and dearest to you... is just far too much to handle...
i shall not name who so as to protect the identity of the person.. which i feel i should... but lets put it as someone close and dearest... a gd example; someone who is your own flesh and blood...
being hurled with words of accusations was a bit too much... i flared up.. resulting in the breakage of lots of fragile stuffs in the house... yup i know.. i have a bad attitude when im angry... but who isnt being placed in that kind of situation...
me a gambler?? YOU MUST BE KIDDING!!! i spend most of my money gambling away!!! YEAH RITE!!! dah lah terdesak kekadang... aku nak berjudi??? GILA KAPER!!!! dat wasnt enuf... YOU have to touch on topics like i used my money on benda tak senonoh... wat do u mean?? AKU VISIT PROSTITUTION??? AKU BELI DADAH KAPER????... and u claimed all this while... ive been giving duit 'HARAM' to you....!!! eh... chitot lah!
eh swear to my own god lah... aku tak pernah visit or get the services of prostitutes... nor have i ever got involved in drugs... and gambling??? fuck! the only times i gambled was at a casino when i was on a cruise and the occassional 4D's!!!! and leh kira lah how much i spent on gambling in my entire life... less than S$100/-... and dat u say spend my money away on gambling????????????!~
and to make my point clear... ive not even so-called "gambled" for more than a year....
and after all that... it still doesnt get into ur bloody head!!! PTUI!
and the most splendid thing... u asked me... why i have to get flared up when none of it is true.... and my reply?? - "apa? org tuduh... abih nak ketawa?? berjoget kaper??? happy kaper!" and ur reply?? - "yeah... kalau org tuduh aku.. ckp benda tak betul... diam jerr... tak payah marah.... itu yg aku punyer reaction.."
makdi! cam real jerr... jgn bual jerr lah... any tom dick and harry would feel pissed when he is accused.. kalau aku buat benda tu semua.. aku tak lah fed up sangat... coz i know i did it... TAPI AKU TAK!!!!
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