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Friday, September 30, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Ghoulish Trail

the cliff that i landed up after rolling down is similar to this
many have known to fall down the cliff and died
(c)ZuLdaniaL

pictures are courtesy from 'Singapore Paranormal Investigators'... u didnt think that i went there to take a picture of it do you?? coz i wont ever step into that stretch ever again!

while typing this post out.. it sends shivers down my spine... now i am thinking.. was the white car... a white car??? u get what i mean???

many had asked... why would i make a turn into that stretch of road whereas my usual path of journey is just the exterior of it... i have no say... it happened too fast... my hands seemed to got control over my mind... theoretically... im unable to give a good sypnosis of what ran thru my mind...

but like epul said... there must be 'something' in there that called me in...

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Freak-ish

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: 2 Play feat Raghav n Naila Boss - It Cant Be Right

its been happening too frequently that its starting to freak me out!

for the past few months or so... it's like as if my mind can communicate with others without the person being physically there... seriously! and i need ur views on it...

let me just give a few brief incidents where my mind is at work doing some freaky stuff...

there were few incidents whereby i am thinking of a person... and my thoughts were diverted to my handphone.. picked it up.. dialled the person's numbers on my phone... and before i manage to press the call button... the phone rang! and its the person that i am thinking of...

this also happens thru sms... i can type a lengthy message... thinking of the person... and press send... and in a split second.. an sms comes in... from the same said person! during the period whereby i am keying in the sms.. the person is also busy keying in an sms for me... still not freaky? ok.. how bout this...

i am out for that day... and i dont really have a stipulated time of when i will be back home.. a friend called while i was out... didnt manage to talk much as i am busy talking with my friends... i said.. ill call back when im home... so... the hours passed and my friend never did call back...

i reached my carpark and recalled that my friend called earlier... made a note in my mind that i will return the call as soon as i reach home... so, while i was in the lift.. i made a few reminders to myself so as not to forget... and as soon as i unlocked the main door of my house.. or the moment i stepped into my house... a call was received on my handphone! and its that same friend of mine!

dats freaky....

well, there's a few other incidents whereby im out with friends.. and there was a moment of silence... and i will just have to look at some their faces... and i can start a topic of what was in their mind!!

was what im going thru some telepathic power that i gained from somewhere unknown or is it just purely coincidence... i would love to take it as coincidence.. coz dats what i usually do to stop myself from thinking too much out of something freaking small... but these freaking stuffs are happening too freaking constantly that i have begin to feel that there is something freakily fishy that is happening...

first of all, do u ppl encounter the same thing?? i dont need a few incidents.. just one or two incidents to say that what im going thru is normal....

i do like to think that all this is just purely coincidence...

but if its happening too often.. i would have to believe that there is some psychic phenomena by which communication occurs between minds, or mind-to-mind communication....

from a research made thru the internet... such communication includes thoughts, ideas, feelings, sensations and mental images.... and there is no scientific explanation to this... if this is what i am currently going thru... then there is only on answer to all this...

TELEPATHY...
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Se7en

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Radio - Warna 94.2fm

this is the third time im doing this survey... im realli going to keep it simple... penat aku type and the comp has to fail on me!!! argggghhhh

i had to do it on word first for fear of losing everything that i typed out!!! aiya!

afad.. this is for u...

SEVEN.... wat comes to ur mind?? A LOT!

let me name a few... seven wonders of the world, seven dwarves in the fairy tale snow white, seven continents of the earth, the movie 'Seven' and there's even a ciggarette brand 'Mild Seven'...

whats all this blabbering about seven?? well.. afad had requested me to do a 'survey' about seven things in my life... and guess wat.. theres seven things that happened while i was doing this survey...

comp hanged! blog failed to save... small argument wit a friend on msn... blasting my radio... bang on the keyboard as the computer and system failed on me... singing to the song played on the radio... and of coz.. typing this post out...

thats SEVEN things.,..

and here's the 'Seven Things' Survey

it better not hang this time! bismillah!

SEVEN THINGS THAT WOULD SCARE ME

Dogs!
losing the ones i love
dying a painful death
falling from very high place
bends!... after what happened!! haha
(i realli cant think of anymore things that would scare me... !!! im eligible for fear factor! wahhahaha)


SEVEN THINGS I LIKE THE MOST

music
pool
bowling
movies
sleep
milo dino
teh katai

SEVEN MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM

computer
clock
bed
pillow
ash tray
radio
fan

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

humorous
irritated easily
nonsensical joker
emotional... tak caya kan... SNAG!
doesnt like to potray anger
shy
approachable

SEVEN THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE

say goodbye to my loved ones
apologizing to my wrong doings
bertaubat
happily married wit kids
have enough wealth for those i leave behind
given a good life to my parents
most importantly.. sempat mengucap

SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO

sleep when im tired
eat when im hungry
drink when im thristy
bath when im hot!
spend the whole night outside
sit down at the kedai kopi with friends for a few hours
spend the whole day at karaoke!

SEVEN THINGS I CANT DO WITHOUT

handphone
computer with internet connection
music
water
adidas spray
toileteries
my mouth

SEVEN WORDS I SAY THE MOST

eh?
apa seh...
gila kaper!
jgn mapek ah...
suka ati ah!
mepek tak layan
tak ingat ah!

SEVEN CELEB CRUSHES

Jeniffer Aniston
Mariah Carey
Angelina Jolie
Beyonce
Alicia Keys
Mariana Yusof
Dayang Nurfaizah

SEVEN PEOPLE I LOVE TO SEE DOING THIS

Afadz [she's done it.. obvious] and whoever lah interested to do... ;)

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Saturday, September 24, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Sharp Bend

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Sean Paul - We'll be Burning

all facts and no joke is no fun! for once in the history of my blog.. im gonna post something that is sure to amuse you....

im sure everyone had seen the motorcycles in MotoGP in action... whenever they are at a sharp bend... they will "corner" their way thru the bend... exciting?? it sure is...

and im sure to some... they would imagine that they themselves being on that bike doing that cornering... what??? u dont?? well.. ok.. at least there are still some people who do... and they would do whatever they can to just have the feel of it... enjoy...

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and the award for the most bravest stunt done by people inspired by MotoGP

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wow! how did they do dat??? mana peh racer jerr kowang kowang nie!

pics sponsored by Zulherman thru an MSN chat... thanks bro... thanks for making me laugh at 3 in the morning!

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he' blogs @ 3:19 AM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

e' sporean blogs: For Rina

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Michael Buble' - Wanna Come Home

and before i continue... dear.. i miss you too!

23.09.2005 : the day will come soon... its fast how time flies... its seemed just like yesterday u just took ur test.. and tomorrow.. ull be going thru it all again...

Traffic Police Test... its a pressure going for the test.. i know... lots of things will go thru ur mind... will u strike the curb? will u hit the pole? but whatever thots u have... PLEASE STAY CALM! ...

DO NOT PANIC! .. panic itself is the first sign of failure... go thru the test like how u go thru ur practicals... BE CONFIDENT! ... tell urself u can do it..

BERDOA! .. jgn lupa.. baca doa... recite whatever verses u know... it will keep urself calm too.. i know im not much of a pious person.. but i believe in Allah.. if u think of him.. he will guide u...

aniwae.. just so u know.. pious is when a person is earnestly compliant in the observance of his/her religion.... OMG! u didnt know...

and please... HAVE UR BREAKFAST before the test... dont go on an empty stomach... and before i forget.. GRAB AMPLE REST the night before...

i will pray for u like u did when i went for mine.. im waiting for that call after the test when u tell me the good news...

i know u can do it.. i have faith in u.. and u should HAVE FAITH IN URSELF too....

success would be urs... insyallah....
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he' blogs @ 1:03 AM

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Dirt-ish

Dirt Look
(c)ZuLdaniaL

mud on ma bike!!! trailing????

neh... got into an accident yesterday in the wee hours of morning... and me and my bike landed up in a down slope... well... before i continue... here's something for the driver of the white car who drove on my freaking lane!

Damn It
(c)ZuLdaniaL

luckily i escaped the impact of rolling down the slope wit my bike.. suffered several cuts on my kness... legs.. feet... hands... and aches on my back...

as for 'Sarah'.. she suffered injuries on the following parts.... rear brake lever... fork alignment out... signal light... broken side mirror... scratches on the tank...

but watever it is.. im just thankful i escape the impact alive... and let me take this opprtunity to thank the following people for helping me in whatever way possible at the scene of the accident...

The First at Scene
1) Nazri
2) Farhan
3) Aida
4) Nazri's Mother in Law
2nd at Scene
5) The 5 anonymous chinese bikers who happened to pass by...
3rd at Scene
6) Epul
7) Aishah
4th at scene
8) Bien
9) Bai
5th at scene
10) Fee

thanks a lot..... appreciate all the different kinds of help...

without ur help.. i would have been dumbfounded and lost at that stretch of road... my bike would still be lying below the slope until the tow truck arrives...

syukur alhamdulillah!

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Fire! Fire!

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Dygta feat Ira - Cintamu

yesterday night, i had my supper with some of the peeps at our common spot, Al Ameen Upp Bukit Timah... [From now on gonna refer these people as 'the peeps'; (in no favouratism or alphabetical order) bai, shah, fee, an, bien, epul ]

amidst the usual conversation that we usually would have.. i spotted something unusual across the street... being the 'potek' that i am.. it looked like sparks of fire coming down from god knows where... it must be some lantern festival thingie, i thought to myself...

initially it was a few sparks.. as time passes... the sparks turned into balls of fire... dats unusual.. but i saw the faces ard al ameen and everything seemed pretty usual... now dats weird.. am i the only person to find dat balls of fire unusual??

until i nudge fee and asked her wats dat while pointing to the direction.. is it my eyes or dat seemed like wat it seemed....

"eh! terbakar!"

now.. dats what i wanna hear... it is unusual!

do u remember the times while u were in primary school... the teachers used to remind us.. in case of any fire... we are supposed to line up in twos quietly from the smallest to the tallest... thinking back.. i wonder... wats the logic behind it?? do tall people burn slower???





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he' blogs @ 4:39 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Rain on Me

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Black Eye Peas - Dont Phunk Wit My Heart

the sight of the first lightning amidst the reddish sky made me spring up from my seat... and i quickly got up and out of naz's place in no time... any later.. im going to be stranded in the rain...

the ride back home was scary... quiet road ... reddish sky... mist... and the occassional lightning that shoots from the sky to the earth surface... it was like twilight zone im telling u... the occassional shots made me shift my bike a lil... it was like as if the lightning was going to hit somewhere within e radius ard me...

i was really rushing myself home... dont wanna come home all wet!

i didnt make it anyway... halfway along ang mo kio ave 3.. it was already raining cats and dogs...

Lightning in Suntec
(c)ZuLdaniaL

RAIN.... to me.. it symbolises a bad time or part of your life... nobody wants to be caught in the rain.. well at least personally for me... unless those who loves playing in the rain and get sick after dat... i have no comments to dat hobby of yours...

everyone... yes!... including YOU!... would have gone thru a dark patch in ur life.. u felt like the whole world came crashing... everything collapse.. there is no chance of survival... well maybe a slim chance... and even thou u manage to overcome the difficulties.. it must have been one hell of a ride for you... the process of bringing one self to face with new challenges after a great downfall is one that requires strong will...

"Life still has to go on"... a commonly used phrase... "Easier said than done".. a common response to the latter... who said it was gonna be easy anyway... personally... i owe it to the people ard me whenever i had a downfall... its their support... their willingness to stay beside me to help me up... thanks for not leaving... thanks for not pushing me aside.. thanks for not leaving me alone... u know who u guys are.. i dont have to mention... here's a toast to you all.... BIG THANKS!

maybe its time for us to sit down and think who are those who had stayed by your side in times of darkness... to support and help u up... its these people who had made a huge difference to ur life... without them.. it would have been much more difficult...

they are like the umbrella that sheltered u during the rain.. like the towel u used to dry urself after getting wet... like the blanket u used to prevent urself from getting a cold during the weather... helping u out in every way possible until the sun comes out and shine again...

" All of those rainy days
Spend ya lifetime tryin to wash away
Until the sun shines and I see your face
Smile at me, smile at me... "
Rainy Days - Mary J Blige feat Ja Rule

this song itself has a deep meaning to it.. suits perfectly to this entry of mine.. it describes about all the bad times in life, and how they will always get better, no matter what.... It tells you to hold on, and that everything will be ok..... "Smile at me", i interprate it as there is a special person in everyones life that makes those rainy days go away.....

treasure that special someone(s)...

"thanks for not leaving... thanks for not pushing me aside.. thanks for not leaving me alone... "

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

e' sporean blogs: 2 Great Performers at a Show

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Dayang Nurfaizah - Erti Hidup

she had never failed me with her songs.. and he too had also done his part.. i would never get sick of their songs.. and most of my peeps know dat i love to sing his songs during karaoke sessions..

ok ok... i admit.. he would cry out of sadness hearing me bring his songs like dat... those high pitches! why does it always have to be on a high note anyway??.. but practice do makes perfect... but it seems that perfection never worked for me in this case...

aniwae.. came across the picture below while i was surfing ard for dayang's pic... wat a great combo.. two of my favourite singers!.. here's a post for them....

Dayang Nurfaizah - Coretan Cinta

Andai ..
Harusku melangkah pergi..
Dengan..
Hati memendam rasa sangsi..

Bukan..
Kemahuan jiwaku..
Kerna..
Hancur hati ini..

Chorus
Sayang..
Tika kau menyepi..
Tinggal diriku sendiri..
Gelas-gelas kaca ..
Jatuh berderaian..
Menemani diriku
Tiada akhirnya..

Tiada tempat ku mengadu rasa
Bagimu telah lama ku redha
Masih tersimpan harapanku
Membina mahligai syahdu

Repeat Chorus

Segala keraguan ku lelahkan
Janji dusta jadi coretan cinta
Kini kuteruskan langkahku
Membina kehidupan baru

Sayang..
Tika kau menyepi..
Akhirnya..

Anuar Zain - Keabadian Cinta

Selembut bicara
Sehalus sentuhanmu
Layangan pesonamu

Tak mungkin ku lupa
Jelingan pertama
Nan indah penuh makna

Akan ku sahut cintamu itu
Bersama kita menuju bahagia

Chorus
Takkan lagi ku sendiri
Kasih yang berlabuh kini
Terasa keabadian cinta kau beri
Mungkinkah daku bermimpi
Sebahagia begini
Ini bukan ilusi
Oh... kasih

Seindah irama
Gemersik suaramu
Mengalun sepiku
Yang merindu

Akan ku sahut cintamu itu
Bersama kita menuju bahagia

Repeat Chorus

Tuhan merestui
Bahagia begini
Kasihmu nan suci.........

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he' blogs @ 11:20 AM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Naked in Orchard Rd

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Luther Vandross - I'd Rather

this happened about 2 weeks back while me and rina were having our break from the EXTREMELY hot weather in Orchard Road... and also we badly need a drink after a minor accident we had wit a van...

before i continue.. please allow me to type a few words for the driver of the van... "bloody kotek!... tak check blindspot! bodoh! lucky we r not squashed or something.. and lucky u stopped... if not! im never gonna let u off...

ok... dat feels better... anyway, our chosen destination? Coffee Bean at Forum...

we chose a very cosy corner... with the shade above us and a fan blowing directly at our direction.... dat should do the work to cool us down.... amidst our conversation, I happen to saw this caucasion lady walking near to where we were seating... dont ask me why (she's not physically appealing... so u can scrap that thought out).. but both of us were observing her...

and she sat her butt at this particular corner..... and then it struck me... why the hell is she seating in the hot sun! she was practically in a seat where the mighty sun is shining its rays... she is facing where the sun rays are coming from... a person in the right state of mind wouldnt do dat!

and it happened fast.. the next moment... she removed her top!

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gotcha! u think i was dat lucky? and im sorry missy... U R CAUGHT ON CAMERA!

but this was what actually happened... she was wearing a spaghetti strap top.. after she got herself comfortable on the seat... she shifted her straps off her shoulders!... accroding to Rina's point of sight... her straps were too off her shoulders dat her breasts were almost visible from the sides...

and it became clear to me.. she was suntanning! BUT WHY in Orchard Road? Doesnt the hotel has any swimming pool, if she's a tourist.. if she's staying in Spore.. doesnt her house has any suitable place...

and from the rear... she really looked like she was naked! u can hardly see the top on her body....!

but yet again... let's not push the fact that she's a caucasion... known to be the daring ppl to do lots of things... i dare u asians to do what she did... any takers??

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he' blogs @ 8:37 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Could it get any better?


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he' blogs @ 5:10 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Kara Updated

Rockers in the Making
(c)ZuLdaniaL

went karaoke-ing some day back wit some of the peeps... at the usual favourite spot... Family Karaoke Box at Apollo Centre... splendid! lots of new songs to sing... or rather some songs which i just heard and is available there... here's some that im gonna learn to try and sing wit perfection the next time im going there...

1) Khai - Dambaan Pilu
2) Hattan - Dari Kekasih to Kekasih
3) Fuad Rahman and Mira - Bila Rindu
4) Ibnor Riza - Mimpi yang tak Sudah
5) AXL - Andai Dapat ku undur Masa
6) Glenn Fredly - Januari

if onli they had dygta... hahaha.. till next time.. adious...

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he' blogs @ 2:05 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

e' sporean blogs: An Unknown Figure

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Khai - Dambaan Pilu

as promised... ive decided to compose an entry on the latest thing that had put a big smile on my face... for a split second... everything in my life seemed perfect... for that split second.. all my worries and problems seemed to fade away... and just by setting my eyes on the thing... it took all the negative things away from my mind...

Sucking the Thumb?
(c)ZuLdaniaL

and dont get me wrong.. its not my own... duh!!!

my sis came up to me recently asking me if i wanna see her baby's picture? I was like yeah rite... see a lump of dont know what... no shape or anything... without hesistating... she took out wat seemed like an x-ray thingie on a glossy paper...

the moment my eyes diverted its attention to the x-ray stuff.. i just kept quiet and smiled... my eyes started to widen itself... my sis knew me well.. if i did dat.. it just purely shows i was filled wit happiness inside me... so... she needed no words.. she knew wat i had to say...

lots ran into my mind... like.. oh my gawd... that thing is in my sis's womb.. that thing! that thing! its alive!

i didnt felt that anxiety when my sis in law got pregnant... but this time.. when its my own sis.. it felt different... maybe due to the fact too that she is the one im closest to among my sibs.. being a person i can trust upon to keep my secrets, to talk to when im having a difficult time in my life...

and now that particular person who had helped me alot during my journey thru this life is pregnant... 3 months pregnant...

drop by another 6 months to see the outcome.. i cant wait for dat...

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he' blogs @ 1:58 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

e' sporean blogs: A Cop, A Performer

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Baby Bash feat Akon - Baby Im Back

argghhhh... had a long day at work... im drained out.. and ive just reached home also.... timecheck: 0132hrs...

heard bout the head found in the bag near to Orchard MRT??? that happened during my shift!... but lucky me.. I wasnt the one who have to attend to that case.. wahahhaa... but I had my fair share of head... oppsss.. i mean busy day yesterday...

after work, I had rehearsal for unarmed tactics and t-baton display... and its all for a show later today for the launching of some watch group... see... policeman have to multitask nowadays... multitask between being a cop and a performer... geezzz!

UPCOMING... will be posting something about my new niece/nephew(watever dat thing in my sis's womb rite now).. also inclusive of a pic of it.. I was beeming with happiness when i set my eyes on it... being the sibling that i am most closest too... I shared her joy... do drop by soon so as not to miss that entry....

for now... gonna have a good rest... so that i will be able to put up a good show later on.. timecheck: 0147hrs... and i have to be at my station by 0930hrs... and the fact that I have to continue with work after the show.. I badly need my rest...

zzzzZZZzzz....
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he' blogs @ 2:02 AM

Friday, September 09, 2005

e' sporean blogs: At Ease

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Radiohead - Creep

too much movements ard me... activities seemed to be going fast... why are peeps moving at a fast pace anyway... slow down... slow down... coz i cant catch up! many thoughts came running through my mind... thoughts of u.. thoughts of me.. thoughts of them.. basically everyone...

but things took a change... after hearing this song... somehow or rather.. it calms me down... u move fast?? go ahead! coz im gonna sit back and relax....


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he' blogs @ 12:59 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Insubordinate

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Dygta - Tak Bisa Memiliki


If it hasn't been for the existance of this word... I would have shown my opposition towards the higher authority.... This word has made an impact in my working life... and it had stopped me from doing some stuffs which i would have done to a normal human being... there's nothing much i could do but withstand the actions of the higher authority... even thou the actions are not favourable to me...

it wasnt enough after all that 'U' had done... 'U' had called me back on 2 different days which i cleared my leave.. with the reason there was not enough manpower....

yeah rite! and 'U' went on leave urself... fine... it wasnt that bad...

but 'U' had to make the situation worst by calling me back on my off days as well for some other freaking duty... shit! Ive already told 'U' that i had something urgent on both my off days... it was not as if 'U' are not aware... 'U' are aware of all this for goodness sake...

'U' tested my patience then.. i didnt give in... i fought my way and told 'U' that its just not appropriate... why has it always to be me?? why not some other tom, dick or harry??

'U' made a good choice... 'U' decided not to send me for that duty... doing so would mean big war between me and 'U', im telling 'U' this!

'U' didnt stop there either... it looked as if 'U' are really trying to test my patience...

'U' had to send me for loan to other units... and the funny thing is that 'U' didnt even tell me about it... what kind of supervisor is this!

I only found out about it when the superior of the other unit called me up to inform that he is expecting me... 'U' made me look like a bloody fool on the bloody phone during my conversation with that superior...

"He didnt inform you that you are coming over?"

dats feels so good.... being a dumb for a minute or two... lucky for 'U'.. that superior and myself are in good books... so it didnt feel too bad to be going over...

but i just dont understand this... why didnt 'U' even tell me that ill be on loan... was it that hard to call me up to inform me??? or are 'U' just scared that i will decline the offer again??

'U' must be kidding.. i lurve going to the other unit... maybe 'U' should send me there more often... if my calculations are correct... it had total up to 5 months that i have been in that unit..... why not just transfer me there???

DAMN 'U'... IM STARTING TO HATE LOOKING AT UR FACE NOW!
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he' blogs @ 11:38 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Flashback

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Sisqo - Incomplete

Flashback 1

i was practically freaking busy with god knows what during the past week... i had rarely gone into the internet like i used to... u can check with my msn mates if u must certify this fact... what could have caused this??

some would have told me the reason would b simple.. now most of the time im out ever since there was conveniency of my own transport... latenights?? no problem!

but yet again.. i dont particularly agree... coz the times i spent at home.. other than sleeping.. i am catching up on my dvd collection... lots of new dvds.. but i have not actually took time to watch...

so dat is why... dat is why ive been 'MIA' in this cyber world... wait up guys... my dvd collection will run out soon.. and u will see me running back to the cyber world again...

Flashback 2

so now im back... does that mean my dvd collection is out??? neh... i still got lots more to go... for the current time... im taking a break from my tv...

supposed to be over at Ina's wedding now... but the weather havent been nice on me since just now.. it hasnt been nice for me the past few days anyway... i was supposed to leave at 12pm to pick bai up... but it had to rain at that stipulated time.. the same thing happened yesterday too.... its 2.30pm now... and it has not stopped since...

now im getting a lil aggitated at the fact that im still at home.. to Ina.. sorry IF im not able to attend ur wedding... but the weather is taking a change now.. at least a lil... i think i mite be able to make it... ull see me if u see me....

Flashback 3

last but not least... im gonna talk bout something that has been disturbing me and my colleagues at work the past few shifts... u can see changes in each and everyone.. their attitude changes... there is no team work.. each man for himself.. ppl no longer cared... no longer bothered... and dats just bcoz Team Alpha has been separated...

The Alphas
(c)ZuLdaniaL

yes.. separated.. we will be going thru a major re-shufflement.. imagine... a team of 18 persons.. only 5 would remain in the team.. whereas the rest would be going over to other teams... they'll be replaced by new peeps... new working style... new everything.... it would be a new Team Alpha...

and i would remain in Team Alpha.. despite big rumours that ill be going to Team Charlie... it seemed fine to me until i found out my greatest 'Kakis' would be going over to other teams... fuck! who am i left with.. where's my smoking buddies!!!

although the new peeps joining in are also a group of great peeps to be with.. ive seen them ard.. joke with them during the handover and takeover.... but it mite not be the case when we werk as a team...

enough said.. face the reality... environment changes.. so does people... adapt! dats one thing all of us have to go thru now...

before i end of... cheers to TEAM ALPHA...

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he' blogs @ 2:27 PM