ZuLdaniaLListening to: Irwansyah n' Acha - My Heart
i seriously wished i have the powers to read people's mind...
to know what goes on behind that face... to know what dat person is thinking... only then do i know what would be my best next course of action... coz it surely feels damn useless when all u could do is wait for that particular answer...
i wished someone would just tell me straight in the face... well at least i do not have to go on the whole day pondering...
seriously, i dont really care if its bitter for me to accept the reality... neither do i really care how much the truth might hurt... at the end of it, its still better than being kept in the dark...
surprises dont usually work well for me...
i hate being ignorant... ignorant of things around me... ignorant of people and their minds... ignorant of feelings... i dont wanna be seen as could not be bothered...
i do bother... just dont keep me in the dark...
feels utterly useless...
i really wish... wish that my newborn fishes could tell me if they had sufficient, insufficient or too much food... if they are comfy with their tank.. or if they need anything else to help them survive in this constrained world...
born in 1983. an online journal of a singaporean born malay guy. living in the heart of singapore - Ang Mo Kio.
his ups. his downs. his experiences.
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