as promised... ive decided to compose an entry on the latest thing that had put a big smile on my face... for a split second... everything in my life seemed perfect... for that split second.. all my worries and problems seemed to fade away... and just by setting my eyes on the thing... it took all the negative things away from my mind...

Sucking the Thumb?
(c)ZuLdaniaL

and dont get me wrong.. its not my own... duh!!!

my sis came up to me recently asking me if i wanna see her baby's picture? I was like yeah rite... see a lump of dont know what... no shape or anything... without hesistating... she took out wat seemed like an x-ray thingie on a glossy paper...

the moment my eyes diverted its attention to the x-ray stuff.. i just kept quiet and smiled... my eyes started to widen itself... my sis knew me well.. if i did dat.. it just purely shows i was filled wit happiness inside me... so... she needed no words.. she knew wat i had to say...

lots ran into my mind... like.. oh my gawd... that thing is in my sis's womb.. that thing! that thing! its alive!

i didnt felt that anxiety when my sis in law got pregnant... but this time.. when its my own sis.. it felt different... maybe due to the fact too that she is the one im closest to among my sibs.. being a person i can trust upon to keep my secrets, to talk to when im having a difficult time in my life...

and now that particular person who had helped me alot during my journey thru this life is pregnant... 3 months pregnant...

drop by another 6 months to see the outcome.. i cant wait for dat...

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