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Saturday, April 16, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Stuck in between two worlds

Recently, I just got to know another nice looking girl, Siti.... She's actually a friend's friend.... So we just decided to keep in touch.... it was also my friend's idea of a matchmake as my friend realise both of us have lots in common...

So, we hanged out.. and wow! Can clicked with her just like dat.... It was as if we had known each other very long and both of us just felt comfortable with each other... However, i realised that she was what i used to be last time.... i guess this was what my friend referred to as common...Vulgar, Very open, clubbing as a form of enjoyment to life, never say no to alcohol and the list just goes on... Maybe I used to be like that and thats why I was able to get used to her style...

On our second date, we already called each other darling... I took it as a joke and fooling ard... and i believe its the same on her part... we touch each other here and there(strictly hands and legs.. nothing more than that..hahah) and it seems like it doesnt felt wrong... again i took it as a joke and fooling ard and i again believe its the same on her part... I used to do these stuffs last time when i actually dont mean a thing about it... and i dont actually have the feelings for it.. I call it "fooling ard with no strings attached"...

Rina, on the other hand is sort of what i am right now... doesnt see club as a form of enjoyment... would say no to alcohol... would rather stay home if there is nothing important to do outside... (other than watching movies of coz... as it is something that both of us enjoy doing together...).. doesnt really like late nights... same maturity... doesnt like to argue ove stupid matters coz its a waste of our time... well of coz there are more good personalities that she has that i am slowly trying to pick up...

So basically dats about it... ive known two girls who are totally from 2 worlds... Siti just reminds me of my past behaviours and attitude.. It is like seeing what i am in my past infront of my eyes... it was an eye opener... whereas rina is what i am now... both are great "kaki" under the sun... but the question now... who to mix ard with more...

As u guys know, our attitude or behaviour sort of follow the people u hang ard with... so if i choose siti to hang out more with.. then ill be going back to where i started... and if i chose rina.. then it would be vice versa... hmphh... something worth pondering about...

So ill still keep pondering.. till my next entry... see ya!
1 comments


he' blogs @ 11:45 AM

1 Comments:

Hmmmm... wats there to ponder? The choice is really yours. Not to say that wat u did last time was really bad, but come on, u r all grown up now. Cant u really take things seriously?

How long more, do u think that wou are gonna take clubbing as The Only form of entertainment? There are other things in life that can be entertaining too...

Some people can just be watching tv to enjoy life, while some, would enjoy life by just being with that someone special.

I dun wanna nag, but I am very sure that U are old and mature enuff to think wat is good. I m not here to comment Siti nor Rina. Pls make that clear. I am here to talk bout you, cos I sure do not wanna loose a bro that I'm really close just like that.

If u can't make a simple decision in life and stick to it, how do u expect to stick to a realtionship?

Relationship is something that u have to decide and really stick to. Make sure that u r really into it and then jump. Not jump first and decide later.

That is something to ponder...

-CHT-

By  Anonymous, at April 16, 2005 11:55 PM  

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