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Thursday, August 31, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Ignorantly Useless

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Irwansyah n' Acha - My Heart



i seriously wished i have the powers to read people's mind...

to know what goes on behind that face... to know what dat person is thinking... only then do i know what would be my best next course of action... coz it surely feels damn useless when all u could do is wait for that particular answer...

i wished someone would just tell me straight in the face... well at least i do not have to go on the whole day pondering...

seriously, i dont really care if its bitter for me to accept the reality... neither do i really care how much the truth might hurt... at the end of it, its still better than being kept in the dark...

surprises dont usually work well for me...

i hate being ignorant... ignorant of things around me... ignorant of people and their minds... ignorant of feelings... i dont wanna be seen as could not be bothered...

i do bother... just dont keep me in the dark...

feels utterly useless...

i really wish... wish that my newborn fishes could tell me if they had sufficient, insufficient or too much food... if they are comfy with their tank.. or if they need anything else to help them survive in this constrained world...

fishes - talk to me, pls!!!!
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he' blogs @ 11:33 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Soul n' RnB

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Hady Mirza - Lagenda



my reflections on SI2 - Soul n' RnB nite...

come on Paul Twohill... u r really makin Joakim look good on this spectacular... u sounded bad throughout... dat would cause a big worry for tomorrow's results show...

and here's a note for Joakim himself..

i quote, u said, "maybe this might change the opinion of viewers at home..."

not at all in my case...

although u did surprise me at ur first song... but a single instance doesnt change my opinion of you for the past - god knows how many - spectaculars... u proved myself right at the second song.. phew!

let's just be very frank and straight...

I WANT JOAKIM OUT!

come on Joakim fans.. give him and the others a break... save Joakim from the embarassment, bitching, gossips and stop making those better singers, mathilda a perfect example, be voted out...

for once... open up ur bloody ears...

maybe its true what people all over town are saying.. if u have a good singing talent... u would definitely be kicked out of idol..

my bro-in-law mentioned today, "don't be surprised that Joakim makes it to the finals..."

if dat happens... im definitely gonna boycott Singapore Idol 3....
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he' blogs @ 11:57 PM

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Ghostly Encounters

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Mawi - Kian



ghost stories never fail to be told every once in awhile..

yesterday at work.. we took time to share our experiences on that taboo topic...

sharing what we had encountered at our workplace or during the course of work..

some even shared what they had ever encountered before..

the good thing bout sharing is dat we find out what other religions belief in that topic and some even learn bout the different types of ghosts that are associated with the religion...

a colleague of mine relate to us one incident dat caused quite a discomfort to me.. probably bcoz i am one scared freak when it comes to that ghost... he's chinese by the way and has no idea what that thing is all about..

while he was riding back home with his girlfriend... he spotted something lying on the middle of road... the first look, he wasnt able to make out what it was.. onli at the second and third look, it was registered that the thing was a human body wrapped in what seems like a cloth... he asked his girlfriend what it was and apparently the girlfriend did not see anything at all!!!

spooky...

and onli yesterday, he was told and learned... what he saw was a pochong!

and another colleague relate his encounter whereby he saw a lady combing her hair along a corridor... all dressed in white.. her hair up to the knee length...

apparently... the thing was looking at him but he was unable to see the face...

dat happened when he was 9...

19 years later, he found out that what he saw was actually pontianak...

lucky he met us... we saved him from his ignorance all this while...

or did we??

coz after we told him what it was... he was in a total daze and unbelieve... his face all turned pale...

in life... ppl do encounter weird stories... all have something to share.. ive had my fair share of seeing and hearing of the unknown...

so whats ur ghost story?
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he' blogs @ 9:15 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Old Mani Currency

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Daddy Yankee - Lo Que Paso Paso



it was a rough dae last night...

work sucks...

after work sucks...

tak der mood langsung beb...

but i had a good 12 hours sleep after dat... and dat made everything so much better...

ish... makin besar... makin banyak pikiran!

AKU NAK JADI TEENAGER AH!!!!

aniwae.. here's a good SMS dat ive gotten so far that helps me to grin to myself.. hope it works out for you all too...

BREAKING NEWS: Latest! Siti's bank rejects Dato K's MANI bcoz of OLD currency...

kiwek... pandai kowang buat joke gini mcm eh...
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he' blogs @ 1:15 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Stupidity Memories

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Frankie J - Obsession



a meet up with close friends got us talking bout the stupid things dat happened during our childhood...

all those memories...

stupidity comes a long way in every persons life... do not deny... u were once the stupid person doing all sorts of stupid stuffs...

some when reflected back brings laughter, smile and happiness but on the other hand could also be one dat brings anger or sadness...

some of the practices we did during our childhood are maintained throughout the years... shows how impt it is to mould our future kids right from a very young age...

i had always thought there was this common practice that i developed during my childhood and is still maintained... was one dat is practiced in my own family...

unknowingly, my close friends does the same too...

here's the picture...

sometimes when we are in hurry to leave home esp when late... we tend to forget simple stuffs like.. our keys... our wallet etc...

being taught that it was not a good practice to go back home when uve just stepped out... we always took the easier way out...

call up home... ask anyone to throw that thing out of the window...

all covered in plastic bag... and if it was a light item, add a coin or two to create weight and off it goes out of the window.... very practical and convenient...

is dat a familiar sight in your life???

im not sure how many families actually practice this behaviour... i certainly do not see plastic bags being thrown out of the window every once in awhile...

there's a lot of items that can be achieved thru this manner...

a friend's example... alarming and disturbing thou... was when the mother requested an umbrella to be thrown...

"pokewak!?!? sounds like javelin to me... tercacak.. mati aru tahu!!!" my exact reaction to the story...

who says living in a high rise building aint convenient huh??

how i wished my helmet was one dat can be thrown out of the window too... coz i have dis disturbing habit of forgetting it whenever im out...

a perfect example of stupidity in an adult huh?
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he' blogs @ 9:33 AM

Friday, August 25, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Seconds at a Junction

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: James Ingram - Just Once



a ride back home turned out to be one dat i will never forget...

i thought i would turn angry if I ever bump into you out on the street... i thought i would flare up.. i thought i would lose all my senses.. i thought i would never be able to forgive you...

2 years back.. i was still hoping that our paths would cross each other.. somewhere soon after.. i prayed that we wouldnt... i thought it wouldnt be a pretty sight.. i thought we would end up in a heartbreaking conversation... i thought we would... but it didnt...

all those parting memories seemed so vague now... anger and rage dat i once felt seemed to have been lost through out the years...

i had no recollection of the hurt nor did i have a good recollection of you..

i do not deny... the year dat u left... i was like a lost soul... a part of me practically died... the soul was roming aimlessly... as much as i prayed for your return.. god never answered those prayers of mine...

a year passed... and somehow... instead of god.. devil showed me to a path.. i think i was too frustrated that all these while.. god never answered any of my prayers... i followed dat forbidden path.. and for another few more years.. i wasnt wat i had always imagined myself to be...

god didnt give up on me.. he showed to another path... i side tracked from the forbidden path and feel more at ease... and i'm still walking through that path and hopefully never to sidetrack back to that old path again..

i think its time i finally let everything out from my chest...for once...

for a very long time... i had decided to walk on and never turn back to the past.. i realise now.. i do not hold any grudges against you... not anymore..

i appreciate now... those times that u caused me undesirable pain and misery.... it actually thought me to handle human emotions.. and having the strengths that i never thought i would have.. and those times that u broke my heart into pieces.. it gave me a chance to learn more about life.. making mistakes and building it all over from scratch again...

in life.. we are given 3 options: needs, desire and obsession...

my only mistake was to love u as an obsession... dat is to love u like crazy.. like no other.. when in actual fact... i should be loving u as my needs...

i do not know wat lies ahead of me in my life.. or whom i shall meet along the journey... whatever happens then.. is just another learning process in my life dat i have to go thru...

the simple hi and smile that i gave when our paths crossed at the traffic light junction says all of the above.. and if you do happen to read this out on the internet.. i just want u to know.. dat IF ever our paths crossed again.. dat would be the day dat i look up to u as a fren who had thought and showed me a great deal of life experiences and lessons...

without u.. i wouldnt have made it to where i am today...
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he' blogs @ 5:09 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Revamped!

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Mawi - Kian



today is definitely an extremely long day for me... the day started as early as 0930hrs in the morning...

mind u... i actually took leave to complete the task that i had to accomplished by the end of the day... dat is so zul... taking leave for all these stuffs... like there is no off days to actually do it...

the day started with shopping... no.. not shopping for clothes but for stuffs for my big fish tank... as shown above... [ Tank sponsored by Najie as he has an extra tank... thanks bro... its fits nicely in that spot of my room... ]

dat took almost half of the day... didnt know dat setting up a big tank is huge task..

no rest... no rest for me.. i got to keep going as my hardworking mood only kicks in once in awhile...

i finished up the revamping of my room today... more furnitures are shifted ard... more dusts... more sweeping... more moping... all these just means more flu for me...

and i did it! i cleared everything that i had to...

my room is now officially revamped!

it definitely looks so much better now...

i have a few stuffs more to get thou before i would announce dat i am 100% satisfied...

here's a short list of wat i need...

1. A shelf mounted on the wall to display my 6 helmets....
2. A TV...
3. A DVD player....
4. A gourgeously looking mattress cover for my bed...
5. A nice curtain to match the mattress cover...
6. Paint - still undeciding on the color thou...

once all these are achieved... IM ALL GEARED UP FOR HARI RAYA!!!! yipeee!!!

puasa yer ker tidak... bluek~
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he' blogs @ 11:48 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

e' sporean blogs: 2 Men vs Women

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Sheila Majid - Hitam Putih Kehidupan



im beginning not to understand women the slightest bit now!

SHE says she's not interested in him... but just layan...

layan nyer layan... kau jugak yang kekadang msg dia dulu...

and why do u always have to start a conversation with me in dis manner...

"u tahu si dia tu..."

"si dia tu tadi kol..."

"si dia tu tadi msg..."

si dia tu nie... si dia tu tu... ehhhhhh... diam lah!

kau nak tahu apa?? AKU NOT THE LEAST INTERESTED TO KNOW!

im already not on good terms with him... one more wire snap.. he and me would land up in the boxing ring... for all i care...

we practically cant see each other eyes to eyes and now u add salt by mentioning his name!

someone mentioned... maybe she is in a spot.... dont know who to choose...

wat spot??? for goodness sake.. there's no choosing... he's married and im not the least interested now...

in other words.. she lost me...

im just sick of hearing her name again~
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he' blogs @ 1:03 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Unknowing Fact

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Keith Martin - Because of You



there are a couple times... day in day out.. i get stupid questions or actions from friends.. strangers.. or anyone related... all this are almost unnecessary but day in day out.. they still keep on doing the same things...

im sure it happens in ur life too... unknowingly... let me just point 8 perfect examples to prove my point...

1. a stranger comes to u to ask for the time while tapping his finger on his wrist... wats that all about?? for goodness sake.. i know where my watch is.. u dont have to point it out to me.. do i actually tap on my crotch when i asked where is the toilet???

2. ur brother walks ard the entire house to look for that one bloody thing called the TV remote control... has he forgotten the fact that u can press on the buttons on the TV itself to get wat he wants... lazy?? i dont think so.. i think he is just too hardworking to be walking ard like dat searching...

3. in a movie with a fren... while u were concentrating on the screen... ur fren turned to u and said.. "did u see dat???"... in my heart.. i keep telling myself... NO!!! i paid a bloody S$9.50 to get into the cinema to see the damn floors!!! hell yeah.. i saw dat, idiot!

4. someone comes to u and his/her opening line... "can i ask u a question??"... now now.. did u leave me a choice in the first place?? get straight to the point and ask lar!

5. people say life is short... how true is dat??? life is the longest damn thing anyone could do.. can u think of the next longest thing u can do dats longer???

6. whilst waiting for the bus at the interchange and someone asks.. has the bus come yet??? if the bus came... would i be standing in the queue, dumbass??? obviously i would be on the bus and we wouldnt have had that conversation...

7. while at a hospital visiting someone at a ward.. a friend bumps into u.. and asks... what are u doing here??? gosh!! do i look sick to you?? or does my shirt looks like the one issued by the hospital???

and now lastly... my favourite coz it constantly happens between me and my friends...

8. whilst having supper at... lets say... Al-Azhar... a fren calls and asks... where are you??.. after mentioning where u r at.. he asks... wat are u doing there??? hmphhh.. lets see... i was listening to the song on radio and is dancing away to that song rite now... of coz im eating larr!!! wat do u think im doing???

im sure all of dat sounds very familiar to us... now was all dat necessary in the first place?? by doing dat, u have already wasted like a few seconds of yours and my life...

come on... time is precious, my friend!!!
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he' blogs @ 3:21 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Ol' Riddle

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Black Eyed Peas - My Humps



this was an old riddle which ive not heard for quite some time...

and i came across the same riddle when i was watching my DVD, 16 blocks...

here's the situation...

u r driving ur gorgeous looking two seater porsche along that long lonely stretch of dark road on a rainy day... the rain was pouring cats and dogs dat dae... thunder everywhere...

u passed by a bus stop... there stood three different types of people...

the first was ur best friend... someone who had stood by u in times of happiness.. sadness and all... someone who is very close to you...

the second was an old woman... she was having an asthma attack... and badly need to get to the hospital... if not... god knows if she would survive for dat night...

and the third was the gal of ur dreams... ur love at first sight... if u didnt have her for dat dae.. u will never be able to fall in love again...

given that situation... where ur car had only space for another person.. what would be ur next course of action???
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think about it....
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it was known dat the ideal solution was to hand over ur keys to ur best friend to drive the old woman to the hospital while u sit at the bus stop with that gal of ur dreams...

how smart....

and ur choice of answer pretty much tells a lot about ur personality...

so wat was ur choice of action??
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he' blogs @ 9:57 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Swim Buddy

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Cinta 3 Segi



A new found friend...

A new found hobby...

Something that would need my additional attention amongst the many others that have already been in my life...

My new found pet... the Siamese Fighting Fish...

been having him for a few days now.. and its definitely something that ive always wanted to keep for a long time...

on those days where im bored and had nothing else to do.. i would just sit infront of its tank and just see it swim away...

sounds psychotic eh???

well aniwaes, there's signs now dat he is ready to mate....

wait up dude.. im looking for a perfect chick for u... u just swim away till dat time comes...
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he' blogs @ 3:25 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Uncle Toby

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Shane Ward - No Promises



Uncle Toby Bars...

i do take dat on every other day just to get that quick supplement of energy whenever im busy at work...

sometimes i can be too occupied with work dat i hardly have the time to even sit and have a decent meal... thanks to some people who calls the police for every small little petty things...

come on.. some things can settle urself rite????

but anyways... we were having a conversation at work bout uncle toby a few days back...

i cant remember wat the conversation was all about... but everyone apparently was into the conversation... at least i thot EVERYONE was...

unknowingly.. one of my colleagues wispered to another...

"who is uncle toby???"

dat got the whole group laughing once it spread ard..

he wispered to the wrong person in the first place... he wispered to a person who cant keep his mouth shut!

kontol tul.. dia pikiak uncle toby orang perr?? wake up your bloody idea lah bro...

like wat some of my colleagues say....

"yet another gong chibai!"
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he' blogs @ 1:23 AM

Friday, August 18, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Different Kental Names

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Rupee - Flaunt It



the past few days has been hectic...

firstly, the revamp of my room... dah nak dekat raya lah katakan...

getting new furnitures.. shifting it here and there...

mopping... sweeping... those dusts are just endless rite????

im like three quarter done... and doing everything at a rather slow pace.. simply coz my lil bro's and my schedule never seem to match each other...

kalau nie bilik aku sorang yg punyer... i think dah habis dah kerja aku...

earlier i was cleaning up my precious stuffs collected over the years.. my love letters... lots of em!! so kental... my pen pal letters from overseas.. god knows how gorgeous she's become now.. we stopped writing after awhile... not a writing kind of person... my bdae cards.. hari raya cards... cards for dis and dat... think they are just precious to be thrown away...

and i stumbled upon a hari raya kad... addressed to this person known as Rudi...

for a moment... i was lost... who the fuck is Rudi???

as i read further... now its coming back to me now... pokewak... i used to tell chicks my name was Rudi... kental tul!!!

how stupid the name sounds now...

reflecting back.. i used to give lots of different names to all these chicks... dat explains why some calls me on the streets with all the different names...

Rudi, Wan, Zulk, Danial.. are some of the names and dats all i can recall now...

menyampah siol.. nama nak glamour jek...

from now on... call me ZUL... dats my name... and im proud of it!
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he' blogs @ 1:30 AM

Thursday, August 17, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Pops and Subs

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Natalie Imbruglia - Wishing I was there



Singapore Idol 2...

a competition based on popularity or substance???

the results to the recent spectacular show was definitely one dat i was shocked at... a contestant that deserved to go further than it is now... didnt have enough votes to stay in...

and another contestant which i was so hoping to be out... made it safe this time round...

now it really got me pondering... r the singaporeans actually opening their ears or simply only their eyes when they vote...

Mathilda?? Out???

dats crazy! she had the nicest sounding voice compared to the rest of the girls... where is the justice to the results heh?

if i was given a choice to vote someone out.. i would probably have voted Joaqim out long time ago... come on... he cant sing... and the only reason that he is still ard is probably due to his pretty boy look...

i think its time now... for me to get those votes in... before my fav idol gets kicked out of the way!
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he' blogs @ 9:20 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Supir?

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Paris Hilton - Stars are Blind



during those times when i was still actively involved in the clubbing scene... there was a particular part of it all that always constantly cause a disturbance to these set of eyes of mine...

everynight without fail.. whenever im out of the club to take fresh air and grab a fag... i would see at least one mat moto waiting outside...

these are boyfriends of one of the chicks in the club... waiting for the club to finish and send their gf back home...

i find it disturbing as i dont understand why these guys would not mind going to that extend.. come on.. face the fact.. ur girl is having fun inside.. and there u are waiting outside just to send her back,...

dah bodoh perr???

ingatkan driver perr???

i was 'conned' into being one of these guys earlier...

its a long story of miscommunications that i dont think i wanna elaborate further...

bottom line.. i was supposed to fetch this particular chick from a chalet...

dah aku jadik macam mamat mamat bodoh tu....

it was bad enough... but what happened there later sparked off that wire and i finally told that chick...

"IM LEAVING NOW! WITH OR WITHOUT U!"

here's wat happened...

a particular fren of hers, lets name him A, who is not on very good terms wit me... came over to me while i was outside the chalet... smokin as usual...

A: ko dtg sini... nak ambik si dek tu perr??

me: abih... lau tak uat per aku kat sini...

A: heh... pak supir, pak supir!!!

pokewak tul nie mamat!!! cari pasal lak ngan aku.. nasib baik lah nie chalet kau.... kalau tak... aku rasa ayam ayam pangang tu semua dah terbang lah siol!

brutally humiliated with his words.....
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he' blogs @ 5:31 AM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Job Discrimination

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Jah Cure - Longing For



walked past a mother who mentioned this to her son...

"boi boi... study hard k... if not u will end up like one of those policeman..."

while pointing to two police officers who were walking in the vicinity...

phew.. lucky i wasnt in uniform nor was i in any police related t shirt... if not... thats gonna really piss me off...

but yet again.. wats up with this mother...

apa salah ker jadik police??? KNN tul!

in the end... no matter how hard u study... if the job is not something which u like to do.. u would end up feeling shitty oso perr....

its the job satisfaction beb!!

nie job discrimination!!!

it seems to me that the mother was teaching her son to look down on others instead of teaching him something more humane such as...

HUMBLE!!

ptui~
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he' blogs @ 10:28 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

e' sporean blogs: We Got Hit!

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Westlife - Flying Without Wings



you all should know by now that im not an avid fan of news watching...

its a rare chance that i would stick myself rooted to the television screen watching some newscaster giving his her daily dosage of news...

i prefer hear say...

but yesterday night after a hard days work of revamping my whole room which have grown too sickening to my eyes... decided to spend a bit more time with my family instead..

and there they are watching the news...

and wat caught our eyes soon after was the hurricane that hit sentosa yesterday...

similar to that of tsunami.. these people at Sentosa never did learn their lesson do they???

seeing something like dat... and they still can stay behind to take video of the hurricane...

and wat if dat thing gets bigger... and comes straight to shore??? then they would all run??

isnt dat a bit too late???

i was actually quite shocked to see such a thing happening near our waters...

[ catch the video footage here ]

learnt something.. never to let my guts down...

and touch wood... should anything happens... just wanna say this before it do...

I LOVE U ALL VERY THE MUCHIE!!!!!
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he' blogs @ 11:58 AM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

e' sporean blogs: I Swear

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: JC Chasez - Some Girls



i SWEAR i am NEVER gonna go ghost hunting.... ANYMORE...

saw stuffs that totally freak me out.. stuffs and surroundings that normally i would see when im at those creepy haunted house...

stuffs that totally i could relate to...

managed to catch the sneak preview of the new Thai movie... "GHOST GAME"...

a must see for horror movie go-ers...

gives u the goose bumps rite from the start...

it potrays a reality tv show whereby contestants are put to the test... the one factor that many of us have but dont really potray... a perfect example.. myself..

FEAR...

a big word by itself...

the contestants are left in a dungeon where in older days were being used for killings and torturings...

a horror story isnt right if there is no ghosts...

so there is... a few of them...

and the ending part is definitely not meant to be said but for u to catch and find out...

now go... book those tix of urs.. in the movies from August 17...
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he' blogs @ 5:46 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Loser

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift



gonna keep this real short... at a frens place... and i dont want to be seen hogging on the computer...

ppl at work say im a loser to come to work when im supposingly not supposed to work..

wat the hell... i didnt even know im not supposed to work...

but u know wat... the biggest loser are those working on sat nite... who has the last laugh now?? im not working.. so the word loser is not much eh?

bye lah!!! out to party people!!...

yahoo!!!!
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he' blogs @ 10:19 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Part aku Picit

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Hasnol - Laguku Untukmu



AKU: asyik aku picit korang... korang ngah lepak.. asyik aku picit... kat bawah block.. asyik aku picit... kat park.. asyik aku picit jer... LEPAK LEPAK LEPAK!! kowang nie tak der kerja lain kerr???

KAWAN: kau pun sama perr.. asyik picit kita... kita suruh join... jauh lah.. tu lah.. nie lah... asyik suruh join.. ada plan lah... suruh join... kau ngah busy lah... apa kau busy kan pun aku tak tahu...

aku bukan apa kekawan... boring ah asyik lepak.. slalu bebual topic tu topic tu jugak... mcm tak der entertainment gituk...

aku ajak pi tgk wayang.. tak nak.. ajak main pool.. tak nak... ajak pi karaoke... tak nak... alasan kowang?? nak save duit.. nak kawin...

haaaa.... padan muka kowang semua.. siaper suruh hang gatal mau kawin siang siang beb...

tapi kalau part aku ajak pi makan... semua antu... vrrooommm... dgn pantas kowang sampai..

lantak lah kowang.. tak kan aku asyik nak ajak pi makan.. boyak ah beb!!

for now... AKU MALAS... MALAS sungguh nak step lepak mcm zaman remaja aku tu...
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he' blogs @ 11:59 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Moon Talk

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Daddy Yankee feat Pitbull - Toma




i sure do forget which is which... not a great fan of geography back in secondary school days... im a historian baby!!!

took a chance to stare at the open sky just one of the nights and discovered something which i had overlooked for the past 23 years...

at 8 at night... i happened to look in the sky and gazed... ohh there the moon... looking all sadist... there wasnt that much of brightness to it... seemed like it was crying or pale or something...

later that same night after midnight strikes.. at about 2am.. i gazed again...

eh... the moon is gone??

no... no... it moved... it was at another corner of the sky.. very far from where i first spotted it...

ah... dats a new discovery by this particular uninterested singaporean...

the moon does actually move eh?

speaking of which... look out for dis 27 Aug at about 0030hrs...

it would seem like there is 2 moons in the sky... one of it is actually mars which would appear close to earth.. a chance that comes by once in every 300 years...

if u feel that u gonna last till then.. u can give dis 27 Aug a pass...
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he' blogs @ 11:25 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

e' sporean blogs: The Enemies Supper

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Jason Mraz - Life is Wonderful



bet u cant see dat inside my shoes..

he was once a good fren...

once a close fren...

one whom i would consider a blood brother...

all dat was all once upon a time...

things took a change whereby a tragedy strikes us... and god damn... i wished i had not knew him in the first place...

he was a freaking backstabber who doesnt deserve to live on this face of the earth... i wonder how many knives of his are on my back...

i wished he never existed at all....

on his part... i knew he was too ashamed to see me ard after what he did...

came to a point where i tell myself.. why should i even bother in the first place...

a pair of close frens turned into enemies in a blink of an eye...

the fateful incident keeps flashing back each time we passed each other any other day on the streets...

two days back.. it was a total different thing...

we passed each other... and unlike other times where we would just say hi or smile... we stood having a long conversation just like any normal frens would after not meeting up for a long time...

exchanged numbers... but deep down i know that there is no way i am going to call him up any other day...

it seemed weird...

we went our different ways after the conversation... and i know dats all about it till the next time we pass each other again on the streets...

and so i thot...

when i was walking towards my bike... without realising... he was there too starting his bike which was parked directly beside mine...

me: alamak... nampak si berok nie lagik...

fren: eh siol... mana moto kau??

me: tu.. sebelah moto kau...

fren: so... mana kau mau pi lepas nie? balik kaper??

me: ermmm... mau pi baduk ah... lapar beb...

fren: aku pun... aku going to newton... jum ah...

me: ermmm.....

fren: jum ah.. bukan slalu kiter jumpa lepas tu pi makan... dah lama pun...

me: oh ok.. aku jumpa kau kat sana...

and off we went... the enemies sitting together at one table having late supper... pretending we dont have issues between us...

how ironic~

dats a Singapore 41st birthday story for you from a pure singaporean malay born guy...
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he' blogs @ 11:57 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Sorry n' Thanks

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Mariah Carey n' Whitney Houston - When You Believe



when was the last time u stood up for another??

standing up for the person for his own advantage but on the other hand a disadvantage to urself...

lets quote a personal life example of mine...

back when i was still a kid... when i was 5 or 6... my aunt had an extra tix for the NDP Parade...

i was a kid... hell yeah i wanted so much the tix and go wit my aunt's family...

but my lil bro who was probably 3 or 4 during that time... cried coz he was unable to go...

being the thoughtful elder bro... i gave up my spot and made way for him...

and it was not until when i was 17... dat i was able to grab hold of the tix and watch it live with my friends...

an experience dat was definitely worth remembering...

and speaking of which, it reminded me of another incident...

back when cable cars was a top hit... probably somewhere during that time too... a similar situation came about between me and my lil bro...

i again forsake my spot and made way for him... and ended up having to see his delightful face on that cable car... waving goodbye as it moves off...

dat was enough to make me happy myself...

and up till this current moment... i have no freaking idea wats a ride on a cable car is like...

dont get me wrong... im not trying to bring up the past and sound unsincere bout doing this small bits in my life... but im just putting a point on what im going to say next...

its sweet and all dat as a kid i did these small gestures in life just to see someone happy...

and i hardly ever recall that anyone ever did the same for me...

but today.. i was touched by an angel...

a person stood up for me... similar to the instances quoted... except not materialisticly...

that person stood up for me on my tight involvement at work dat i hardly had a decent off day for myself... the off day dat i got was for me to have my sleep and the next best thing... im back at work...

the person fought hard... giving other possible solutions... just so dat i could have a decent off for myself...

it didnt come out right and out of hand that the person landed up in a sticky situation with the higher management...

the person, surprisingly wasnt someone dat i was very close to....

and after it all.. nothing was mentioned to me.. i was not aware of it all right from the start...

and i just happened to hear it from someone else who happened to know the reality...

now dats the sweetest sacrifice a person had done so far...

sorry that it landed u up in such a mess...

but even thou it didnt come out right... and there was nothing much else u could do bout it... im happy just to know that u had already tried your best to help me out...

sorry once again and thanks for the kind gesture...

i appreciate dat....
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he' blogs @ 9:47 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Dreams come Alive

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift



when i was a kid, i had fantasized the miracle works of a TV...

how wonderful it would be if my favourite TV show that is running on the TV set could be paused... rewind... forwarded without having to make use of the VCR tapes...

those are just my dreams as a kid...

but when dreams became reality... that some funky shit!

all those that i had ever dreamt possible are now just simply possible... brought possible by SCV Smart TV...

now i can pause my favourite shows while i go relieve myself in the toilet... answer a very important phone call... or get out of hm awhile to buy my ciggies...

i can do all dat... how cool!!!

and if i do forget to pause my show... its ok.. i wouldnt miss out on anything actually... i can rewind to where i left off and continue it from there...

reality check... me and my mum have different taste in the shows we want to catch... who doesnt rite??? but no more fighting over channels with the smart TV...

my mum can catch watever show she wants and i can have mine recorded in the background...

that is some very cool shit...

i like it... i like it.. i like it...

dis is definitely going to be one of the items on my wishlist...

dats a hint for all since my bdae is coming...

oh come on.. its only about S$500/-...
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he' blogs @ 10:28 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Life Experiences

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Melly Goleslow n' Kris Dayanti - Cinta

"im made in UK.."

"im made in USA..."

the kind of conversations they were having at management level during a recent meeting that i had.. the big shots...

how kerek they were...

and i only got a thing to say bout myself... less proudly...

"im made in temasek..."

it surely feels damn small when u r there... u r nothing... seriously... bak kata pepatah mak bapak ku... siapa lah aku ni kan??

but often in that situation.. we tend to forget the reality...

in reality... its not about which school u go to...

"the best school is life experience itself" - Rudi frm Tentang Dia



caught 'Tentang Dia' earlier at Suria... sure a great movie dats worth to sit and actually understand from...

lets just get back to what ive been meaning to say..

u dont learn the essentials of living through your life in textbooks... they dont give procedures and steps on how to lead a better life...

textbooks are just papers dat determines ur standard in education... and the outcome of it are just merely papers again that others judge u by...

which obviously i dont agree upon...

to me wat matter most is the experiences dat u encounter from time to time... its the learning stage of overcoming it... its the process of solving the problems... dats learning...

and everyday in life... u learn something new... dats school...

experiences in life will make us a better person with each passing day...

"if tomorrow never comes and today is the only day... what u gonna do?" - Rudi

never put something that u have to do till tomorrow... coz we might just never know if u r entitled for that day...

and with each passing day... take each step as a learning process to becoming a better person...

talking bout becoming a better person... there are just simply too many factors that we have to weigh upon... let me just touch on one...

TRUST...

a heavy word by itself....

"its ok if u dont trust anyone. but if u dont trust the one dat cares a lot about you... dats wrong. dats betrayal. and it hurts a lot." - Rudi

trust isnt something that comes naturally... it comes with time.. with each passing day...

but wen one doesnt trust the person who cares bout him a lot.. dats trouble... its the risk in life dat u have to take to trust dat someone... and of coz on the receiving end.. its their job to make sure that trust is not broken...

coz once broken... its like a glass shattered in many pieces... almost impossible to be glued together again...

there are just too many things in life dat one can learn from... and stories from other peoples life are just stories dat helps us by to think from time to time...

but yet again.. no two stories of life are ever the same...

its how u lead ur life.. how u want it to be...

and take each step in life as a learning process... in becoming a better person...

"Cuma ada dua perkara besar dalam hidup - cinta dan kematian. Apabila kita bersedia menghadapi keduanya, kita telah sedia menghadapi apa saja." - Rudi
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he' blogs @ 12:12 AM

Friday, August 04, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Infant Footballer

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Cuppy Cake Song



so what did i got for him when i was at KL??

dat Brazil Jersey... and today was the first dae dat i saw him wearing it...

sori Bro in Law... i know u dont support Brazil... but i dont give it a damn!! his uncle is a supporter of Brazil!!

and just too bad ur son's first football jersey has to be dat....

kwang kwang!!
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he' blogs @ 8:09 PM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Not Being 'Kerek'

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Imran Ajmain - Sudah tu Sudah



"kerek sei!..."

the usual comment i would get from time to time upon myself...

a perfect example to a situation that i would get such a comment was when i dont acknowledge an old familiar face out in public...

i have my own defence to that...

sometimes im just in a hurry... or wat if the person doesnt recognise me!! malu sei!!!

i chose the easiest way out... ignore... pretend busy... pretend to look elsewhere... pretend to sleep... pretend to be engrossed in a conversation on the phone... just pretend...

but recently, i didnt do dat.. surprisingly...

but in the end paiseh sendiri beb!!!

so, saw a familiar face....

he saw me too... but both kept looking at each other but none made the first conversation...

a longer glance... i was confident that he was a fren from poly times...

so very confident...

me: hey... stanley rite??

old fren: eh hi... zul rite??? blah blah blah...

so we had an exchange of conversation bout whats up with our life.... and exchange phone numbers and all... but the next conversation we gonna have totally got me dumbfounded...

old fren: so... i saw vernon just a few days back ard here oso...

me: ?????

sejak bila lak ada budak nama vernon dlm skolah aku pulak nie!!!!!

after a while it den struck me.... he's not a poly mate like i thot... he was an ex colleague back when i was still working part time in a restaurant!!!

and the next question in my head... is his name stanley??? no!!! definitely not!~

and obviously... up till now... i cant figure out what is his name!!!

confident sgt lah aku nie!!!
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he' blogs @ 11:48 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Tawkey ngan Gue

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Sean Paul n' Keisha Coles - Give It Up To Me

me: uncle... lu ada jual side mirror tak??

uncle: ada.. ada... (hands me over a set of new side mirrors in a box) nie bagus punya... banyak motor scrambler pakai nie...

me: ni baper??

uncle: lima belas dollar...

(me unwraps the box to take a look)

me: wah uncle... nie manyak nyer besar... kecik nyer tak der ah??

uncle: mana ada besar... lagi besar dari nie ada lah..

nie part dia dah loyar buruk! maintaining aku peh cool... aku senyum jek...

me: wa mau kecik nyer lah tawkey...

uncle: nie manyak scrambler pakai nyer...

me: lu mepek ah uncle.. nie mana ada scrambler pakai... nie untuk moto cagiva lah!!!!

uncle: tak da lah...

kimek nie uncle.. tak reti bahasa... nak tipu lak tu ckp scrambler pakai nie mirror... apa nak jadi ngan moto aku sak kalau pakai nie mirror... tak senonoh nak mampus....

me: tak per lah uncle... wa pergi kedai lain...

eh wah... jeling lak ni tawkey... cis! so much for service quality...
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he' blogs @ 7:34 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

e' sporean blogs: "Great" August

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Simple Plan - Addicted

wat a "fabulous" way to start of my off day...

two "great" incidences to sum it all...

the first....

stranger: not trying to sound rude... but i do pay for your salary!!

me: cheh! sorry sir, i did pay my tax as well...

stranger: yeah... but u do owe it all to the people residing at the private housing... we do pay lots more in case u didnt notice...

wat a humiliation!!! i couldnt take it for sure... it was either i walk away or continue on blabbering which would definitely land up to something unpleasant...

i chose the first and walked off!

but the humiliation was definitely one that aches badly to the ego...

arghhh fuck lah... u pay my salary??? no wonder im paid so little!

dat wasnt enuf for the day...

second...

imagine being in a situation where u already know that u r in a wrong... and there's no point reasoning things out coz either way... u r in the wrong in the first place...

being a gentleman... stood up for wat u did wrong...

dats enough humiliation coz everyone already apparently knew...

but dat aint enough for u huh???

u had to point out that silly mistake openly infront of other in a sarcasm way...

bitch!

and every single comment dat are closely related to my silly mistake by another who wasnt aware of the situation... u had to make an obvious turn to look at me...

bitch betul!

dah lah.. aku dah buat mistake... i said sorry... apa lagik kau nak???

chibai punyer betina!

wat a "great" way to start the August...

Happy Month of August to me!

Cheers~
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he' blogs @ 2:05 PM