Saturday, March 11, 2006
e' sporean blogs: The Great Pretender
ZuLdaniaL Listening to: AZ Yet - I Dont Wanna Be Lonelyfor the first time after so long.. i felt dumb, stupid and naive...i should have seen through the pretences.. my instinct told me once.. something aint rite over the whole situation... but back then.. everything was well planned... i had no reason to believe what i had believed... i was pushed to the corner of your denial...and yesterday, I didnt know why I did... my instinct came back.. telling me that there was something that i needed to know... left with nothing to start with.. i could not poke my finger into the picture... i actually prayed to god.. to show me the light if there was something that i needed to know...

didnt expect my prayers to be replied... but it did... and a bit too soon...
for a moment when i realised the pretences that i was forced to be faced with back then.. my mind went blank...
i was lied to? it was all strategically planned and I failed to even see it? to think of it.. it was someone whom I had given all of my trust...
now all starts coming back.. every single thing that had happened before.. i was thrown into thinking if it was all a lie or pretences... i would very much not want it to be this way.. i hate it wen i stopped believing...
if i fail to see through this pretences of the great pretender... would there be other stuffs up the sleeves...
i guess wat i need now is time.. to start believing again in something that i used to believe in...
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