Thursday, August 04, 2005
e' sporean blogs: Reminisce
ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Raghav - No No
its funny how some people can change overnight... at one moment she can love u with all ur heart and wit a blink of the eye... she just changed and declared that she never did... been there.. done that.. felt that....
i guess dat is why the word commitment is such a big thing for me... been deeply committed before... and only to find out that in the end i was being played out like a fool... shit happens.. and i dont deny dat there are many others out there who went thru what i did and moved on...
im not saying ive not moved on... i did... but the main factor now i guess would be fear.. what ifs?? what if i commit myself to something and in the end is played out again like a fool... i dont think i wanna go thru what i had gone thru previously...
the pain.. the heartbreak.. is all uncalled for... and i never want to go thru it all again....
enuf said about the past... Rina introduced me this song... the tune is something that gets me on the dancefloor... although ive boycotted that long time ago... however, its the lyrics of the song that gets me reminiscing about the past... something that i guess many could relate to...
" I never thought that you would hurt me like that
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you "
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you "
Fear
(c)ZuLdaniaL
.
RAGHAV - NO NO
No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
.
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me
.
So today before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
.
No need to say a word
Yeah girl it's so clear
Ooh I can read through those tears
That man just stole you from me
.
So what you're 'bout to say is my biggest fear
Last thing I needed to hear is
That you no longer love me
.
So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are
.
Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say...
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
.
We used to spend our nights just dreaming alone
I guess that those days are gone
And I've forever lost you
.
I never thought that you would hurt me like that
I guess there's no turning back
Ooh girl I'll always want you
.
So today before you step up to break my heart
Before you start picking my world apart
Just know that I will never stop you
I've been where you are
.
Before you do what you've got to do
Can I make one last request of you
I need just one more night without the truth
So please say....
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
.
Is akhari raat mat rulana sanam
Ek pyar ka raag gungunana sanam
Is akhari raat
Ek pyar ka raag
Is akhari raat
Ek pyar ka raag
Meri jaan...
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
.
No no, no no
Tell me how I got it wrong
No one could just come along
And take you from me
.
No no, no no
Tell me I'm losing my mind
Promise when you close your eyes
You're only dreaming of me
2 comments
he' blogs @ 10:32 PM
2 Comments:
commitment sorts of scare me also.. if i can compare myself to anyone and i mean anyone in this world, it'll be Rachel of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.. i'm the sort who'd change my mind "at the altar" and run away in my wedding dress. heh.
got to remind my bf that.
lol.
you take care Mr.Zul, someday, somewhere, someone will appreciate you for who you are, regardless of flaws and faults. :) happy working, you.
By 
, at
August 05, 2005 11:41 AM
wahahaha... F.R.I.E.N.D.S.... my all time favourite comedy show... i like!!!
aniwae thanks for the reminder... yet to find someone who would accept me as I am.. regardless of flaws and faults... em just not perfect...
oooopsss... i think i already did!! my dear SARAH!!!
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August 06, 2005 10:59 AM
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