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Monday, March 28, 2005

e' sporean blogs: The Eye 10

Just came back... I was on nite shift on the 26/03/2005 and came back from work at about 11am on 27/03/2005... Slept awhile and woke up at about 2pm on the same day.... I then got ready to go to tampines... Saliani's engagement!

Saliani's Engagement
To those who knows her and was not aware.. she got engaged on the 27/03/2005... Can you believe it.. Saliani... was shocked to find out but i guess she found the rite one after the scumbag... Gd for her... Went to her place with daryl... there saw ain and the rest... nothing much to tok to them anyway... just update each other and our lives...

anyway, daryl aint with Eileen anymore... such a pity since i see them as a nice couple... from his part of story... this is what i gathered: "what a bitch she is..!" wats up with girls nowadays... ermmm.. guess we always get the wrong ones... the right one is yet to come... but think about it.. aint fair to blame girls themselves.. as a guy myself.. i know we arent perfect.... we trip... we fall... we do foolish stuffs... but overall.. its about how you handle each other's flaws and being truthful... some stuffs are just hard to swallow... but if u r truthful about it... it doesnt make things so bad... if there is something about the other party that u r not happy with.. live with it... u chose someone, u chose both his/her good and bad points.... dont expect changes cause it would rarely happen... if the other party wants to change... he/she would do it him/herself... there is no need to to force... but of coz, he wouldnt want a perfect one with no major flaws??? but in this world... where could u find dat.. dream on...

since we are talking about relationships here... i would like to introduce a book to u peeps bout relationship... worth reading.. but a bit dry....
"Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus" by John Gray

After going to saliani's place... I rushed to town... made plans wit rina at 6.30pm but i was still at saliani's place at 6pm.... rina was shocked and kinda angry(i guess) when she called at 6 to find out dat i am still at saliani's place... but told her dont worry... ill be there on time... she wasnt convinced but i know my timing well... i rush for a cab... hahaha... reached on the dot at 6.30pm and herself... late for 15mins.. hahaha... but its ok... no big deal...

Nazri did called me up to meet at Changi Airport to chill out with him and his wife and to bring rina along... but knowing that Rina is pretty "lazy" herself... i told nazri dat we'll hang out together another time...

As usual as soon as meeting rina... we went to book tix for a movie... decided to watch The Eye 10... something both she and myself badly want to see....


The Eye 10
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[ Visit the Website ]
Ps: However website is in chinese.. i myself do not understand,...

my ratings for the movie??? Thumbs up... 4/5... a touch of humour and horror... we both had a fair share of laughs and fear during the movie... Our laughter did not stop in the movie itself.. after the movie... when we were sitting ard.. we can just laugh at ourselves thinking about the funny scenes...

Went for a quick bite after the movie... supposed to be a small bite as we both just felt like munching.. but ended up having something heavy.. after dat... we walked ard town awhile and left for choa chu kang to send her hm...

Overall, enjoyed my day today... and she too had a good time herself... (she said so... but it might not be true... but i trust her... haha)... dats a wrap for today outing with rina... dont know when is the next time we get to meet... busy busy busy... luckily both parties understands and cool with it.. so its only when we really got nothing to do then we meet.... friends and families still comes first...

anyway... finally i got back my coin pouch from rina.. now have more coins to add in my newly bout coin pouch.. hahaha... started this new hobby recently....

After sending her home... i went back to amk and met up with shah... update each other a bit about each other's life as we rarely do get to meet nowadays... busy busy busy... chilled with her till bout 2 and i went home... Hp no batt... must go home and charge...

when i charged my phone.. received a couple of msgs from *a...(not revealing name so as not to spread his stories ard)... he's currently having a big fight with his family over some past incident of his and his family just fears dat he goes back his ol ways... but too bad my hp no batt.. so wasnt been able to calm him down knowing that his temper is pretty bad... luckily things are ok now.... he just replied to my msg and said so.. except his dad's chest is in pain now... just glad to know everything's alrite.... but pity him actually... marriage failure at a young age... he's my age by the way... and again... the ex wife is the bitch... this is serious... its not even his mistake... anyone could see that his ex wife is the one who is the problem.,... too much stories ard me about girls being the main issue... makes me wonder... anyone to enlighten me???

K guys.. my eyes shutting soon... do come back again to "peep into my life"....
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Wednesday, March 23, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Hard Rock Cafe!!


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Tuesday, March 22, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Westlife - I Dont Wanna Fight No More

I can't sleep,
everything i ever knew,
It's a lie,
without you,

I can't breathe,
when my heart is broke in two,
There's no beat,
without you,

You're not gone,
but you're not here,
It's that's the way it seems tonight,
If we could try to end these wars,
I know that we can make it right,
cause baby,

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

How can I leave,
when everything that I adore,
and everything I'm living for,
Girl, it's in you,

I can't dream,
sleepless nights have got me bad,
The only dream i ever had,
is being with you,

I know that we can make it right,
It's gonna take a little time,
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out,
lets not cross that line,(that line)

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more,

Remember that i made a vow,
that i would never let you go,
I meant it then, I mean it now,
and i want to tell you so,

I don't wanna fight no more, (oh no)
I forgot what we were fighting for,
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight, (can we start)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more...

I don't wanna fight no more,
I forgot what we were fighting for, (oh yeah)
and this lonelyness that's in my heart,(my heart)
won't let me be apart from you,

I don't wanna have to try,
Girl, to live without you in my life,
So, i'm hoping we can start tonight,(I'm hoping)
cause i don't wanna fight,
no more.......

It's all a lie,Without you,without you......

"I cant believe im falling in love with a boyband song... nice tune... something worth listening... aniway to update to u guys... my elder sis is married... got married during the past weekend... ill put up one of the photos once its ready..."
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Tuesday, March 15, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Been away.......

woah... cant believe ive been away for so long... an update of my life??? ermmm.. nothing much... everything seems almost the same.... work life has been great... got lots of stories to tell.. but its kinda confidential... so just too bad.... urghh.. got to run.. wanna bath and go out again afer this... will update again if i have the time...,
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Wednesday, March 09, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Swelling due to insufficient sleep

My eyes did swell a bit after that day of not sleeping after nite shift... But it wasnt as bad as those previous cases... at least i dont have to go to the hospital because of it... Just hate it when the eye specialist starts poking stuffs into the eye! they think its a toy??? damn those doctors... hahaha....

Anyway, just came back from nite shift... have to sleep early as i have to wake up early tomorrow.. got training shoot... wah... tiring seh like dat,.... lucky nazri working night shift... so i told him to wake me up... can trust him on dat... very efficient morning call... cause he doesnt stop at one call cause he knows i will continue my sleep...

Aniwae... earlier today.. i was late for work seh... too tired seh.. drag myself to work... luckily doing NPP.. so a bit relax... but it was proven wrong.. i had quite a busy day.. people keep coming in... but it ends of well...

Warh... think i really need to shut these eyes.... so ill update when i do have time... next few weeks gonna be real terrible as i have a lot of stuffs going on.... wat the heck... just get it over and done with....

In the mean time... do come back again to... "Peep into my life"....
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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Dinodi - Cinta Tragika

Em currently in lurve with this song.!!!!

Sesingkat waktu itu
aku masih dahagakan sesuatu darimu
sekila cinta ragu
engkao masih menidakkan perasan rindumu

jikalao pelangi enggan bermain
wewarnanya...
jikalao mentari enggan berkongsi
berbahangnya..

barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita telah musnah
barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita kekal padah

ditelan kerakusan kenyataan kehidupan
dipukul kegagahan kepahitannya harapan

engkaulah lambang cinta
karam tragika
akulah dibahtera
cinta tragika

jikalao pelangi enggan bermain
wewarnanya...
jikalao mentari enggan berkongsi
berbahangnya..

barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita telah musnah
barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita kekal padah

ditelan kerakusan kenyataan kehidupan
dipukul kegagahan kepahitannya harapan

engkaulah lambang cinta
karam tragika
akulah dibahtera
cinta tragika

barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita telah musnah
barulah aku mengaku
cinta kita kekal padah

engkaulah lambang cinta
karam tragika
akulah dibahtera
cinta tragika
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e' sporean blogs: Reunion

Yesterday... I was out the whole day after i came back from night shift... First, I met up with Nazri for breakfast.. after that went over my place to chill ard...

My afternoon programme only started after I met Aishah... then settled some of my personal stuffs... Very personal and i dont intent to say what is it down here... aniwae.. thanks aishah for helping! After dat... Bai went to meet us at AMK... it was sort of a reunioun for them as they had been on a different frequency for few months.. they talked it out and im happy dat they managed to clear and settle the problems that they have been having between themselves... Basically... the 3 of us managed to talk it out...

Farhan joined us later... There is something different bout him.. but what the heck.. if he wishes to keep quiet about it... I dont have much to say... Im still feeling pissed bout him.. About how difficult i had to convince him to come down amk cause i have some problems with meeting me at woodlands..

After the long day.. My eyes started to feel the pain.. As usual... if i dont have enough sleep.. my eyes will swell.. i just hope that its not too bad.. today the pain is there but ive not seen any swelling.. just have to pray hard..

K gtg.. wanna have my lunch,.. just woke up actually... do come back to... "Peep into my life"
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Sunday, March 06, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Who the heck is Nazri?

Some have been questioning.. who the heck is Nazri... Ok ok... So I'll explain here for the benefits of those who had the question but didn't ask..

Got to know Nazri at a seminar.. We are working in the same line but just from other divisions and teams... Im in Echo Div and himself from Alpha Div... Surprisingly we clicked although im known for giving a stuck up face at the seminar... muahahaha... So dats where our friendship started... Chilled out with him several times at coffeeshops... Learnt a lot from him... As he is much older... He sort of taught me several things about life that I have never thought about... Thanks ah bro!

After a few weeks.. then i decided that we go on double dates.... he with his wife and rina with myself... thats when things were even better.... the 4 of us could just clicked with each other just like dat...

Oh shit! got to rush... have to go to work.. mayb ill continue another time.. in the mean time.. do come back to ... "Peep into my life!"


Nazri and Myself
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e' sporean blogs: First Asia's Premier Movie Magazine

I was on morning shift on the Mar 5, 2005... I was doing embassy post for the day... Before i proceeded to my post, I went to SPC to grab some stuffs... And i stumbled upon this magazine in the display and decided to buy it... Cost: S$4.50

During my free time at the embassy, I read the magazine.. It basically covers the movies that were once, is showing and will be shown in the cinemas... It gives good reviews and i feel that it is a must buy for movie go-ers like myself... Highly recommended!!! Grab your March edition now!! It is one with Batman on its front cover... Once you've got it... do leave ya comments on how you find the magazine k?

In the mean time, do come back to... "Peep into my life"


First Asia's Premier Movie Magazine
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Friday, March 04, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Cousin's Wedding Photo

I was just browsing through the internet looking at some photography concepts and i came across this site which had my cousin, Lisa's, wedding photo... Just thought of sharing it around... For those who are planning to get married.. You might want to consider using their cameraman...

http://earth.prohosting.com/poisepho


Rashid and Lisa's Wedding
(c)ZuLdaniaL

An article on photojournalistic versus the traditional wedding photography style written by Dave Keiser quoted wth permission from www.ultimatewedding.com

Photojournalistic vs Traditional Styles of Wedding

While looking for a photographer many couples come across a few photographers who label themselves as 'wedding photojournalists' or who claim to use the 'photojournalistic style'. Although this seems like a relatively new term, it’s been used more and more, especially by photographers, in the last 3-5 years.
But does wedding photojournalism mean? Actually, it's quite simple--a photojournalistic photographer covers a wedding similar to how a magazine photographer would cover any other event--by observing and recording the highlights on film. This is in contrast to the 'traditional' photographer who attempts to make a perfect portrait from each shot.
But which style is better? That decision is up to the couple. Here are a few of the major differences to the two styles.

THE APPROACH

The traditionalists approach to weddings is to do the best they can to create perfect portraits of each event for the couple to view years into the future. This approach requires the photographer to guide the couple and to manipulate many of the day's events.
The photojournalists approach is to create a story-telling sequence for the couple to remember their day by. It requires the photographer to be versatile in their skills as they adapt for each moment. This allows them to record the day, yet remain as unobtrusive as possible.
The traditionalist CREATES the image. The photojournalist CAPTURES the image.

THE COVERAGE

A traditional photographer will basically photograph the moments that you agree to, depending on the package you've purchased and their preconceived list of standard shots. You may make special requests and the photographer may be willing to throw in a few impromptu candids here and there.
A photojournalistic photographer figures you want coverage of everything and will automatically cover what's happening as well as other special moments and people they find along the way. The bulk of their work will be of candid moments, each which says something different about the wedding day. They will often work from a list during a short formal portrait session.
The traditionalist MAKES pictures. The photojournalist TAKES pictures.

THE FINAL PRODUCT

Depending on their skill level, the traditionalists final product will contain very nicely done, well lit and seemingly perfect portraits of each event. A good portion on the images will be used within the final album.
Depending on their skill level and creative eye, the photojournalists final product will contain a sequence of photos from moments throughout the day which give a story-like meaning to the album. Since the photojournalist exposes up to ten times more frames than the traditionalist, the final album will contain only the 'most-favored' shots.
The traditionalist CREATES AN ALBUM. The photojournalist TELLS A STORY.
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e' sporean blogs: More than 24 hours...

Woah!! I just came back home from yesterday afternoon.. it has been a long day.... On the 3rd of March i came back only at about 5 plus in the morning after hanging out with Nazri at hougang... went back to sleep.. supposed to wake up at 10 to wake rina up as she had some stuffs to do.. but i was too tired and only woke up at 12... she later then agrees to meet me up after much persuasion.... yahoo!!!

so i met her at about 3pm at Choa Chu Kang... we proceeded to somerset where we catch a movie and just walked ard town... we watched Hide and Seek at about 5.30pm.. dat movie was something i would never forget.. it was supposed to be a horror movie.. but as there was this group of school girls who screamed loudly (and i am not exagerrating) at those scary scenes, it made me and rina to burst out into laughter... wat the heck.. initially i thought those screams were from the movie itself! it is really dat loud! and these girls are seating in the front row and we... in the back row!!!!

after the movie.. met up with nazri and his wife... they picked us up at centrepoint in their car... and we proceeded to arab st where we had our dinner... after that the interior designer for their new house came down to talk business... their design ideas not bad.... made me feel like having my own house... wahahahaha.... after it all... we went back..

i reached my place at about 1130pm... as i stepped out of my lift on the 11th floor... zulherman(my colleague) called and said the guys are going out... and so i agreed... i went back home to put down my stuffs and left again as they are already waiting at the car park... jerald was driving his dad's van....

we then proceeded to geylang to have our supper.... the food sucks.. everything tasted funny... after dat we went to east coast to play pool... fist game was ok as my concentration was still there.. subsequent games it starts deteriorating as i began to feel sleepy.. after a few games.. we went to grab some drinks and just sat ard at east coast to talk...

we left at about 530am to send chee and robin.... after that proceeded to amk.. there, zulherman, jerald and myself sat down again for some talk before heading back home... and i reached home at about 7am... now doing this thing to keep me occupied as i sort of promised rina to wake her up at 8am as she had driving practical today... still have 40 mins more to go...

been calling nazri since 545am also as he is on morning shift today.. but have not been answering.. confirm overshot as this guy.. wish him luck!! hahaha....

k guys.. gtg... update u more maybe much lata if i do have time... do leave ya comments .. for now.. cya! do come back to ... "Peep into my life"!

Currently listening to: Westlife feat Mariah Carey - Take a look at me now

Against All Odds (Take a look at me now)

Shane:
How can I just let you walk away
Just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking
Every breath with you
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

Mariah:
How can you just walk away from me
When all I can do is watch you leave
'Cause we've shared the laughter and the pain
And even shared the tears
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

Mariah:
So take a look at me now
Oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds
And that's what I've got to face

Mark:
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one
Who really knew me at all

Mariah:
So take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
Take a look at me now
'Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
'Cause l'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
That's the chance I've qot to take

Westlife:
Gotta take, gotta take..

Mariah:
MmmmhTake a look at me now

Westlife:
Take a look at me now
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Thursday, March 03, 2005

e' sporean blogs: Out with brotherhood from camp


Brotherhood from camp
(c)ZuLdaniaL

Em on leave today... I mean yesterday... Mar 2, 2005.. Just feel tired of going to work.. morale is a bit down.. Have not been having enough sleep and so I guess taking leave is the next best thing to do.. But still my sleep still ain't enough... wat the heck.. at least get my mind of work...

Met up with the "sofians" (above).. my brothers from camp... From Left: Along, Myself and Adeq... Along was also on leave.. We met up after i attended the 'stupid' briefing at work... Everyone who was on leave today had to go back for the briefing... Went dinner with em at Pizza Hut, Lucky Plaza... The staff there sucks big time... It seems like we owe them a pizza and its so hard for them to even smile... After dinner we just hang around at town... talk bout ol' times...

Along suggested to go to club after that... But i turned him down.. I just wanted a change in my lifestyle... Ive had enough of night life and i dont think i would want to step into one any sooner... actually i was hoping that i would not step into one ever... But i know its gonna be difficult as i used to be a frequent clubber... so lets take things slow... but today was already an achievement when i turned along down.. thats something ive never done esp knowing the fact that im not working tomorrow.... we shall see how long i will try to avoid going into one...

Since this is my first entry for my blog... i shall update a bit on what was happening during the last few months... Last few months was full of ups and downs... Mostly emotional... im actually emotionally tired... My relationship with Julie didnt worked out... We had lots of arguments.. and i just cant stand it when she picks up small little things to fight with me... how many times do i have to tell her... i dont like to quarrel over stupid matters... but it seems like she would never understand... the last thing that made me sparked of anger happened on 13 Feb when i found out she went out with some guy on the 12th.. to think that i gave her a chance to say the truth as i felt something amiss... my sixth sense has never failed me... it may seems petty on my side.. but i think i really cannot stand liars..

Ok lah.. i got to go.. my bro wanna use the computer.. he got some assignment shit to do... So i'll update again another day.. do come back to... "Peep into my life"...

Em currently listening to Ruffedge - "Bila Rindu"

Di keheningan malam
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yang di sayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kenal
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin kuluahkan kata

Bila rindu terkenangmu siang terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini bawaku dalam pelangi
Melepasi segala hati ini

Jauh angan kulena kurasa kita bersama kau bawaku ke sana
Ke alam kisah yang lama kenangan di dalam jiwa
Bila tersedar semula di sisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya kupendam rasa ingin kuluahkan semua

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu
Hormati ikhlas kasih
Makin tak ada bertemu semula

Awan yang mencas semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
Kesepian yang menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan doa-doaku kerana rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi seperti mimpi-mimpiku, fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
Di sisi cuping, di setiap corong, lorong yang lohong
Benar! Ku tak bohong bila hati menyanyi

Bila rindu terkenangmu siang terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Aku merindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
Inginkan jiwa selubungi jiwa ini bawaku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas

Oh bila rindu terkenangmu sayangku terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
(Kurindukan sentuhanmu)
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini bawa ku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas diri ini


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