Thursday, March 03, 2005
e' sporean blogs: Out with brotherhood from camp

Brotherhood from camp
(c)ZuLdaniaLEm on leave today... I mean yesterday... Mar 2, 2005.. Just feel tired of going to work.. morale is a bit down.. Have not been having enough sleep and so I guess taking leave is the next best thing to do.. But still my sleep still ain't enough... wat the heck.. at least get my mind of work...Met up with the "sofians" (above).. my brothers from camp... From Left: Along, Myself and Adeq... Along was also on leave.. We met up after i attended the 'stupid' briefing at work... Everyone who was on leave today had to go back for the briefing... Went dinner with em at Pizza Hut, Lucky Plaza... The staff there sucks big time... It seems like we owe them a pizza and its so hard for them to even smile... After dinner we just hang around at town... talk bout ol' times...Along suggested to go to club after that... But i turned him down.. I just wanted a change in my lifestyle... Ive had enough of night life and i dont think i would want to step into one any sooner... actually i was hoping that i would not step into one ever... But i know its gonna be difficult as i used to be a frequent clubber... so lets take things slow... but today was already an achievement when i turned along down.. thats something ive never done esp knowing the fact that im not working tomorrow.... we shall see how long i will try to avoid going into one... Since this is my first entry for my blog... i shall update a bit on what was happening during the last few months... Last few months was full of ups and downs... Mostly emotional... im actually emotionally tired... My relationship with Julie didnt worked out... We had lots of arguments.. and i just cant stand it when she picks up small little things to fight with me... how many times do i have to tell her... i dont like to quarrel over stupid matters... but it seems like she would never understand... the last thing that made me sparked of anger happened on 13 Feb when i found out she went out with some guy on the 12th.. to think that i gave her a chance to say the truth as i felt something amiss... my sixth sense has never failed me... it may seems petty on my side.. but i think i really cannot stand liars.. Ok lah.. i got to go.. my bro wanna use the computer.. he got some assignment shit to do... So i'll update again another day.. do come back to... "Peep into my life"...Em currently listening to Ruffedge - "Bila Rindu"Di keheningan malam
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yang di sayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kenal
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin kuluahkan kata
Bila rindu terkenangmu siang terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini bawaku dalam pelangi
Melepasi segala hati ini
Jauh angan kulena kurasa kita bersama kau bawaku ke sana
Ke alam kisah yang lama kenangan di dalam jiwa
Bila tersedar semula di sisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya kupendam rasa ingin kuluahkan semua
Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormatmu
Hormati ikhlas kasih
Makin tak ada bertemu semula
Awan yang mencas semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian kanda sendiri
Kesepian yang menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan doa-doaku kerana rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi seperti mimpi-mimpiku, fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi sayup kedengaran
Di sisi cuping, di setiap corong, lorong yang lohong
Benar! Ku tak bohong bila hati menyanyi
Bila rindu terkenangmu siang terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Aku merindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
Inginkan jiwa selubungi jiwa ini bawaku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas
Oh bila rindu terkenangmu sayangku terasa sayu
Syahdunya jiwaku bila malam makin kelam
Jauh terbang diriku melayang
Aku rindu sentuhanmu kurasa sayu
(Kurindukan sentuhanmu)
Inginkan jiwamu selubungi jiwa ini bawa ku dalam pelangi
Melepasi batas diri ini
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