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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Not a Cool Thing

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Babyface - The Loneliness

i dont usually lose my cool.. even for the most terrible things...

certainly not when in person.. lets not talk about blogging.. coz dats the oni way that i do actually express myself.. relieving all that i had kept within myself...

but today.. i just lost it...

i think i just cant accept self centred people who oni wants things to go their way and not sparing a thought for others...

come on.. even others do have their own problems.. and this world doesnt evolve ard yourself...

and it surely wasnt a pretty sight when i lose my cool... sarcasm comes along with it..

and damn it! i hate dat feeling...

hate it when my blood just shoots up to the max at high speed... where the brain just go berzerk.... where i lost grip of myself for that split moment...

and i thank myself dat i do have some form of control to my emotions... within an instance.. i could just get back my cool...

and damn it zul... just smile!
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he' blogs @ 11:49 PM

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Confessions to my Sin

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Radja - Tulus

ive sinned!!!

seriously...

i didnt know why... ive tried so hard not to for months.. but i guess i could no longer control my desires... damn!!! how i wish i had not made that first move... im utterly dissapointed in myself!

god!! how could u allow this to happen to me!

every step that i took felt so wrong.. but still i continued on..

why??

why had i become that stubborn person and refuse to listen to my own heart... heart tells me not to.. but..... damn u desire!!

why cant u just be more disciplined!

ive sinned! i ate Hersheys Milk Chocolate earlier just now!! so much for trying to lose some weight!

and so i thot i sinned...

until i read this article on the Internet... hmphhh... god answered my prayer.. he felt i shouldnt blame myself for eating those chocs... coz at the end of it.. its obviously for a good cause...

here's the article...

Chocolate lovers its time for us to rejoice. A new study hints that eating milk chocolate may boost brain function.

"Chocolate contains many substances that act as stimulants, such as theobromine, phenethylamine, and caffeine," Dr. Bryan Raudenbush from Wheeling Jesuit University in West Virginia noted in comments to Reuters Health.

"These substances by themselves have previously been found to increase alertness and attention and what we have found is that by consuming chocolate you can get the stimulating effects, which then lead to increased mental performance."

To study the effects of various chocolate types on brain power, Raudenbush and colleagues had a group of volunteers consume, on four separate occasions, 85 grams of milk chocolate; 85 grams of dark chocolate; 85 grams of carob; and nothing (the control condition).

After a 15-minute digestive period, participants completed a variety of computer-based neuropsychological tests designed to assess cognitive performance including memory, attention span, reaction time, and problem solving.

"Composite scores for verbal and visual memory were significantly higher for milk chocolate than the other conditions," Raudenbush told Reuters Health. And consumption of milk and dark chocolate was associated with improved impulse control and reaction time.

Previous research has shown that some nutrients in food aid in glucose release and increased blood flow, which may augment cognitive performance. The current findings, said Raudenbush, "provide support for nutrient release via chocolate consumption to enhance cognitive performance."

now i have a word of advise for those students.... damn it! grab those chocs before studying.. coz it certainly would help!

speaking of which... my mum used to encourage me to eat honey and raisins to stimulate those memory cells so that i can absorb better when i study...

now now.. anyone of u have other ways which ur mum has thought u to help u study better???

lets share...

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he' blogs @ 5:04 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Believing : Your Strength

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Yolanda Adams - I Believe

how many a times in life.. you had peers who thot so little of you??

criticism and discouragements were thrown at you like u deserved it...

and each time they did dat... you just grew stronger... strong enough to accept whatever comments they had to give...

simply coz you knew that as time passes.. there would come a time that you would just achieve whatever goals that you might have...

and without them realising.. you were dat someone who was that tiny.. had grown into someone dat tall...

as for them, that someone whom u see as tall.. became so tiny in your life..

and looking back.. damn it felt so good!!

here's a tribute to all that had successfully made it through the thoughest time of their life to prove to people that they are something...

your achievements deserved a great congratulations...

as for those who are still trying to prove their point.. dont ever give up.. coz giving up just simply means you are proving all those stupid peers of yours that their words were real...

u dont deserve a sympathise... seriously...

heres a tribute to those who made it....

They said you wouldn't make is so far
And ever since they said it, it's been hard
But nevermind the nights you had to cry
Cause you have never let it go inside

You worked real hard
And you know exactly what you want and need
So believe and you can never give up
You can reach your goals
Just talk to your soul and say...

"I BELIEVE I CAN!"

Your goals are just a thing in your soul
And you know that your moves will let them show
You keep creating pictures in your mind
So just believe they will come true in time

It will be fine
Leave all of your cares and stress behind
Just let it go
Let the music flow inside
Forget all your pain
And just start to believe

"I BELIEVE I CAN!"

Nevermind what people say
Hold your head high and turn away
With all our hopes and dreams
I will believe
Even though it seems it's not for me

I won't give up
I'll keep it up
Look into the sky
I will achieve all my needs
I will always believe

"I BELIEVE I CAN!"
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he' blogs @ 4:48 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

e' sporean blogs: 3 in 1 | OBS : Ismira : Da Vinci Code |

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Chris Brown - Run It

it been awhile since this blog of mine got updated... and i got 3 things to update... so lets keep it very simple and short... and cut all those cock and bull story...

first up... hell yeah.. em back from OBS at Pulau Ubin... dat was a bang!!!

had my share of fun... it felt good getting away from singapore and getting my mind off from work a while...

it was at OBS dat i discovered that i am starting to have fear of heights... never had a problem with dat before... i guess as i grow older... the more timid i become...

i made a climb at those high element climbs... almost to the top... my knees starts shaking.. luckily it did not give way...

when i made my way down to the ground.. just one word for the feeling.. nausea!

prior to OBS... the birth of my 3rd niece... my sis in law gave birth to a healthy baby girl... Ismira... lets not foget my sis in law, shes fine too....

she saw this world of ours on 24th May 2006... welcome!!! and be a good kid yeah...

yesterday, after my morning shift... i managed to catch the Da Vinci Code...

i guess im intellectually stupid and i had difficulty understanding what the show is all about... damn!!!

its a very wordy film... and the fact that i was from work... i guess dat played a part into not understanding the film... i slept during one of the scenes... coz they talked too much!

but nevertheless.. i would not deny that it is a bloody interesting show... not the usual kind of stuffs all over again...
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he' blogs @ 2:29 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Hard to Say Goodbye

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: N Sync - Leaving on a Jetplane

All my bags are packed... I'm ready to go....

I'm standing here outside your door....

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.....

But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn'....

the taxi 's waiting.... he's blowing his horn....

Already I'm so lonesome I could die.........

would be away at Pulau Ubin for OBS.... would be back on the 26th of May.... it may seem like a short period... which in fact is... but i just cant bear to leave... seriously...

leaving with a heavy heart.... just cant bear to leave u all behind....

im gonna miss u all.. would be back when im back...

*pi dah!!! ko bebual mcm champion jek... bye singapore!!! im out!

So kiss me and smile for me....

tell me that you'll wait for me....

hold me like you'll never let me go....

oh babe.... I hate to go....
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he' blogs @ 1:23 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Something Familiar

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Laurynn Hill n Choir - Oh Happy Day

of all things.. i was captivated by that one thing while on the road riding with a bunch of my friends...

one of them spotted and brought me back to reality from my world of day dreaming... damn u.. u have to snap me out from my whole world of illusion...

i dont really know what was so interesting bout that one thing that i was looking at...

there was definitely something unique bout it... obviously... i dont usually look at things that much if it wasnt something interesting...

i couldnt figure out what was the unique thing bout it...

maybe its something familiar.. somthing ive seen before... something that wasnt wat ive seen for the first time...

maybe from my past life... just maybe... if there is such thing as a past life that is...

draining my brains out thinking if i had known that one thing or came across it somewhere...

at the end of it.. it wasnt fruitfull at all...

i couldnt remember anything...

maybe im just captivated.. thats all...

but i definitely wanna come across it once again...

im looking for dat malay chick on the Aprillia RS125... with the voluptious lips and smooth flowing hair... a piercing on her left eyebrow dat just compliments all the other features on her face...

i definitely wanna see u again...

and just maybe the next time round.. i would build enough courage just to approach...

maklumlah.. dah lama tak buat kerja tak senonoh like approaching a chicky...

till then.......
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he' blogs @ 11:54 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

e' sporean blogs: I hate... BUTS!

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Babyface n Usher - Bedtime

so my younger bro decided to still apply for the position of a police officer after advising him countless time to really consider...

sometimes we might never know what the private sector can offer us... in the long run.. ive heard where by private sector peeps are doing very well...

but since he's big enough to make a mind of his own... im still giving him the support...

and today... i opened up my letter box to see a letter from the police addressed to my younger bro... decided to give him a call..

me: oei.. kau kat ner??

younger bro: at work.. asal?

me: surat polis dah sampai...

younger bro: serious ah... ok ok.. thanks...

[being the k-po me... i decided to go a step further into the conversation...]

me: ko nak aku bukak and check tak kalau dapat...

younger bro: ok ah.. bukak ah...

[opens up the letter... and one look.. i knew he got it...]

me: ok.. kau dapat... (scanning thru the letter..) but.....

younger bro: apa??

me: sial ah... kau nak kena pi cantonment nari siol!!!

younger bro: huh?? serious ah... mana sempat seh.. aku masih kat kerja sial...

me: kau nak rush skarg pun tak guna... the session starts from 9am.. u r late!

younger bro: cheebai ah...

me: kau pi kol dia org ah... the numbers are xxxxxxxx...

younger bro: pokewak tul... k lah... bye..

dats what i call a good news with a BUT!

there peeps... a lesson learnt.. check ur letter boxes everyday.. u might never know when an impt letter just comes by....
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he' blogs @ 6:02 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Just e Beginning

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Damasutra - Seribu Bayangan

it must have been the longest night ever!

a record breaker...

never in my 3 years of service.. i worked that long of hours...

20 hours... fucking 20 hours im telling u...

it was alright throughout the night... simply coz i work better in the night... but when the sun starts to set in.. and the scorching heat from the sun starts to dawn on me... dats when the mind starts to go hay-wired...

my vision starts to get real blur... and i had to resort to removing my lenses... fuck everything... at least i see better without my lenses at that point of time..

and as sson as i get to fly back home... dats it... started the engine and off i go... vrooommm... vroommmm...

and looking ahead at my agenda for the coming week.. damn... im gonna be pretty busy..

For a start... 2 off days including today... 1 morning shift... 1 off day... 2 days 1 night of Outward Bound Singapore at Pulau Ubin... 1 morning shift...

now now... dats only for dis week... it gets even worst the next upcoming week...

oh god.. save me!!!
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he' blogs @ 1:04 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Bodoh Peh Kambing

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Daniel Powter - Bad Day

opened my eyes... half awake...

rolled ard on my bed... still feeling lazy to wake up...

then stared at my ceiling... pondering bout the life that im living...

then... something came and burst all the bubbles that were lingering above my head...

bodoh!!! aku belum bayar duit motor!!!

patut lah masih banyak duit dlm bank...

kambing tul!!!

baru nak hapi2 yg aku masih banyak duit after buying so many stuffs ady...

nampak nyer kopak jugak aku dis month...
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he' blogs @ 10:36 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Useless Award

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Sean Paul - Temperature

sometimes i find myself useless...

i frequently cause ppl to be angry...

i frequently cause ppl to worry....

but yet again.. most of the time i just wanna please other parties that some other party just get hurt...

so damn useless!!...

i cant even do simple things rite...

maybe next time.. i just fuck everything and do wat my heart feels right... dont need to think bout the consequences... basically dont think far at all.. coz in the end.. ppl dont see what im thinking but rather my actions...

apa nak jadi... jadi ah.... one party got to get hurt anyway... next time let it be me... come shoot me jerr lah!

cant stand this mental torture!!!

u dont get it??

arghhh... fuck it~!
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he' blogs @ 1:55 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

e' sporean blogs: The Resignation

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Samudera - Salam Sejahtera

after being a job for quite some time... ppl might start to wonder.. where their future lies if they stayed longer in the job...

dats when some starts to look for a better prospect elsewhere...

searching for a more rewarding career.. with added benefits... and a higher pay...

these chances dont comes with the snap of ya fingers... it sure takes a lot of determination and hard work... analyzing the pros and cons.. and several other factors.. before a particular someone do make a certain decision to leave their current job and accept the next job offer...

the hardest part of all would definitely be tendering ur resignation letter... a couple of things will start to sink in... will the new workplace be a better working environment??? lets put aside the money... the benefits and the rewards... lets talk reality...

lets talk about the people... lets face the fact... working life... u r bound to meet lots of undesired attitudes... a perfect fine example.. backstabbers... definitely, everyone would seriously hope that the new workplace would not be filled with them.. how to survive well in that kind of environment anyway???

but fuck everything... lets just say.. u die die already made up ur mind... u tendered....

the best thing... ur employer find it hard to let u go... he had a heart to heart talk wit u... asked what kind of benefits and the pay you would be getting from ur new workplace... he made a decision.. to increase ur pay and also included the benefits which he finds is of importance to u...

how sweet is dat???

it just shows how much he wants u to stay...

given that situation.. i guess, personally i would stay... given the factor that i love my current working place and that the environment.. distance from home... the colleagues... are all favourable to me...

wat do u think?? i guess all of u would choose to stay rite???

i guess its not something to feel bad about...

if i put it in another way... the employer appreciates the work done.. and definitely finds u to be an asset of the company...

and in case u r wondering... hell no! im not quiting my job.. this has nothing got to do with me... im just blogging bout what a fren is facing...

dok.. come on... dont feel bad... dont fret.. dont slack at work...

u didnt make a wrong decision by shredding that resignation letter away...

after all, not everybody is blessed with an employer who thinks highly of ur capabilities till the extend that he would increase ur pay and benefits just so that u would stay...

dats definitely a situation thats hard to come by...

now now... cheer up and start doing ur work...
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he' blogs @ 11:06 AM

Monday, May 15, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Sold Out at a Cafe

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Kelly Clarkson - Anytime

was disgusted by the uncle who took our orders earlier....

a fren and i decided to be adventurous with what we gonna eat... we gonna try food that we dont usually get at ordinary places...

the yellow banner outside the cafe claims that it serves 30 different varieties of prata... 20 varieties of thosai... tempting??? hell yeah...

it lived up to what it claimed it to be... well... dat is what is stated in the menu at least...

given the different varieties.. we sure do have a hard time choosing what we want for the day...

after what seemed like 10 minutes of pondering.. we made up our mind...

called in the waiter...

goodness... he claimed they do not have what we wanted for our food... neh.. its still alright... we can make do with something else...

and he came back saying that they too didnt have that... so what do they have???

he claimed.. the normal pratas are available... then why the hell they claim they have a variety.... at this point we were already disgusted... in addition... the uncle who is a waiter there... has an attitude which we both were not very happy with...

we gave up... we decided on the following in the end...

one egg prata.. one tuna and cheese roti john... and two teh tongkat ali...

and he came back... saying they do not have the said roti john.... and our drinks were also unavailable...

how bad can things be???

forget it lah bro... cancel our order... we are in no mood to try out ur place ady...

and we left... feeling damn flabbergasted by the fact that they do not have almost everything that they claimed that they do have.... and not forgetting the spoilt appetite we had after everything...

that was the first time we step in that cafe.. and it would definitely be my last...

first impression do last....
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he' blogs @ 12:05 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Fuck Mr Nice Guy!

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Rupee - If I Can't Have You

this is me.... like it or not..

no more MR NICE GUY....

felt disturbed by an incident that happened earlier on...

a couple of the peeps decided to watch Mission Impossible 3 earlier...

we didnt bother asking this specific couple along simply coz they had already watched the movie before we did...

while waiting to enter the cinemas... received an SMS from them asking where i was...

i knew if i told the truth they would make such a big hu-ha... knowing them too well, since its not the first time such incident happened, i am confident that they would say why i never call them up.. can watch other movies together wat.... but fuck it lah eh... i so wanted to watch this movie... die die must!

and no.. i didnt lie.. i told them the truth.... and i specifically said im watching MI3, a movie that they had already watched....

and their reply was of coz why i didnt call them up.. they dont mind watching it again....

yeah rite shithead!...

why previously, it never do occur that u would say such a thing?? in the end.. everyone has to change plans just coz both of u had already watched that specific movie....

fuck lah... not gonna reply... buat sakit ati jek nanti... spoil mood aku...

fuck it people... no more Mr Nicie.....

i am not obliged to "ambik hati" kowang kowang...

and by the way.. MI3 was marvelous... the effects are simply pounderful... thumbs up lah dok!!!

aku nyer bodek asyik kat tekak jek siak tgk citer tu!!!
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he' blogs @ 5:18 AM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

e' sporean blogs: The Actor That Didnt Make It

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Fort Minor - Where'd You Go

i grew up in my younger days watching what most malay kiddies wont watch on TV...

during that point of time... "Aksi Mat Yo Yo" was a better choice for my peers... but i personally preferred others...

im a big fan of chinese drama..

i guess it was the strong influence from my elder sis... she too was a big fan of chinese drama...

the first drama serial that i recalled watching was "Ai Yo Yo Teacher"...

apart from being the first drama serial.. it was a serial that is rated my favourite up till now...

another fine example would be "The Unbeatables"..

lets not get to that....

earlier today i discovered that for the past 3 years... ive been around with the lead primary school kid in the show, "Ai Yo Yo Teacher"...

however the funny thing is dat i dont recall how he looked like when he was a kid... but i perfectly remember the story plot and its theme song...

he mentioned... see... how popular the drama is... even a malay boi is watching it...

and my reply was.. yeah.. the show was popular... but what happened to the leading kid actor in that show??

he didnt make it in the world of showbiz!!! he's now a policeman....

kwang.. kwang... kwang....

NEW WISHLIST CREATED TO SEARCH AND GET HOLD OF THE DVD - "Ai Yo Yo Teacher" - IF THERE IS IN THE MARKET
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he' blogs @ 10:15 AM

Friday, May 12, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Dangers of SMS

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Raghav - No No

this happened yesterday.. an SMS gone totally wrong...

a fren: abg zul uat per?

me: at work... aku tak bleh lepak ngan korang... ada plans... nk settle some stuffs first...

a fren: settle balik bilik kan??? tau....

me: not in the mood for jokes! and im not laughing....

otak kowang ah!!! ingat aku apa siol... pikir aku asyik balik rumah uncle perr... chitot tul!

see what i mean... even thou how much i change... there would still be some who would think that im still the old me...

suka ati korang ah...

kalau aku balik rumah uncle pun tak pakai duit kowang perr.. tak pakai badan kowang perr... tak kacau kau peh hidup perr...

yg kowang bother kenaper!

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he' blogs @ 5:11 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Personality Analyzing

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Alexis Y Fido - Eso Eh

im supposed to be asleep now... but somehow or rather i woke up from my beauty sleep earlier... toss and turn... cant get myself to fly to dream land.. i give up! and so here i am...

were u aware that in some companies... to qualify for a job at their place.. they send their applicants for an analysis of their handwriting...

it has been proven that each of our handwritings... if analysed... says a lot about our personality...

ive read out quite a bit here and there in pursuance of dat knowledge... details such as how one word links to the other... the size of each word... the angle in which the words are slanted... are just some of the factors dat are impt in analysing a person's personality...

there was also another study done to actually read about a person's personality thru their signature... ive yet to read up about that thou...

well anyways... earlier i discovered another method where u guys can actually learn more bout ur own personality thru drawing...

and its not dat hard at all.. u just have to draw a house of ur own... and the computer will do the analysing...

i had mine... and here's what my drawing has to say about me...

those in italics are my additional comments to what the computer had analysed...

You are sensitive and indecisive at times.... i particularly would agree on this... most of the time i have this soft spot of sensitivity to certain situations... as for the indecisive... i too agree i could be indecisive with a decision when faced with a problem... my decisions tend to change with the comments from people...

You are a freedom lover and a strong person... You love your house and family.... You are a gifted artist as well.... agreeable... very!! but i have bad color combi sometimes...

Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you.... my friends would vouch for dis... when faced with a problem... most often.. i would turn to peers for advises... not for solution coz no one would be able to help in the first place.... i dont usually be alone when i have a prob... unless its a prob that i would wanna share at all... somethings are just better left within...

Your life is always full of changes..... You are very tidy person..... There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends.... i am popular??? really??? kwang kwang kwang....

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible.... dat explains why sometimes i do not enjoy watching movie alone... coz the people ard the movie would freak out if i start a conversation with them rite??

You love excitement and create it wherever you go.... what can i say... im an exciting person in the first place... *ptui... betul tak tahu malu si dek nie!

You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.... face it lah people... no matter how much u wanna change the world.. the world will still be round!

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love..... im still waiting for dat ex-love of mine to come back into my life... as yet... none had managed to touch my heart like she does... sweet rite???

It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt.... KNN!!! then wats all those years of being labelled 'slut'... i dont agree with this shit at this point of time!

You are self-confident and happy with your life.... well of coz... i am happy with what i have rite now.. contented... cant ask for anything more....

now... dats the analysis that the system had done for me.. i would say.. 95% correct except for that flirt thingy...

if u guys wished to have urs analysed... u can do it [ here ]...

have fun drawing and learning about ur own personality...

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he' blogs @ 3:10 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Plans For a Get Away

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: N' Sync - Leaving on a Jet Plane

its dat time of the year again where i would plan for a get away from the hectic life of a typical Singaporean... it seemed like a yearly necessary thing to do...

life has been too much of a rush... and there would come a time that i say enough is enough....

now enough is enough...

last year i had my first experience on board a cruise... dat wasnt much of a fun to me coz it seemed like i was stranded.. on a moving cage...

this year... i decided to fulfill the trip dat had been planned like years back by the peeps... but due to unforseen circumstances... it keeps on being cancelled...

in the end... the peeps often resorted to chalets and such in return for the cancelled trip...

this year... we decided to accomplish that planned trip at all cost...

we started with the number 6...

1 >> backed out...

2 >> backed out much later due to work commitments...

3 >> never too small of a group.. we r still going..

its been set... leave has been granted... KL Menjerit... here i come!

it must have been years that i actually set foot on Kuala Lumpur... if my memory serves me right.. the last time that I was there for holiday with friends was when I was 16 years old... that must have been 7 years... fuiyoh...

7th to 9th July... we'll be in Kuala Lumpur... finally being able to accomplish what we planned like years ago...

prior to that... im planning for my own trip to Batam just to get me in the mood for the holidays... im planning to set out there alone...

but nevertheless, im still keeping the other slots open to those who wants to join in my short escapade...

4th to 6th July... ill be on the island of Batam... a place which i personally have not thought of spending my hols at... but i guess i just wanna know what the place is all about...

isnt that what holiday trips supposed to be... venturing into the unknown...
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he' blogs @ 3:33 AM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

e' sporean blogs: What Am I? Robot?

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Limp Bizkit - Mission Impossible II Theme

let me just vent my anger a lil...

some people just take the the peeps in my line for granted!

they actually think that we are telephone operators???? all phone numbers and information at our finger tips??? expect it to be given there and then??? come on... i need some bloody time!!!

even thou so... when information and relevant agencies been notified of their concern.. not a single thanks! thanks eh... pokewak tul!!!

then never mind... they think their request for a simple procedure is the utmost importance... not bearing a thought for the person who approached before them with an even more complicated situation...

anyway, have they forgotten the phrase, "First Come First Serve"...

well of coz... we r flexible.. if ur situation involves life and property... no doubts about it.. ill skip the rest and attend to urs... u simply didnt get it...

and they think our work is so simple.. just this and that... and taking a long time for that... not knowing the multiple procedures that follows after dat....

try becoming one and u'll know what kind of work we do...

in the end... we r still out serving u... so just hold up and wait...

u r just in luck.. im in no mood to make u understand the situation... tried my best to expedite everything and attend to u asap...

obviously from the way u look... it still doesnt satisfy u...

fuck everything lah eh... heres the feedback form... u can jolly well state ur unhappiness... i dont actually care...

i did what was required..

i smiled even thou u gave me that saddist face of urs...

how fake can i be sometimes (",)
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he' blogs @ 11:12 AM

Monday, May 08, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Exhausted from Sleep

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Hattan - Memburu Rindu

woke up feeling even more exhausted than before...

i guess i had too much of sleep... but i simply cant help it... if i dont sleep that extra hours.. i would never be able to last the whole of night shift later...

managed to sleep at about 7 plus in the morning after i came home from meeting the peeps... and only regained my consciousness at about 4.45pm...

the world is spinning when i opened my eyes...

groggy!!!

thought of going for a jog before my shift... but dats not gonna happen since i woke up at this timing...

at least my pair of shoes finally can be spared from the long jogs that i forced it to take...

'it' follows me everywhere i go...

and the best thing... 'it' doesnt complains all these years....
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he' blogs @ 5:06 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Ex Gf a Hostess

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Ja Rule n' Mary J Blige - Rainy Days

earlier this morning decided to have supper after my duty... but it turns out to be a decision that i regret...

as i got down from the bike, i saw a familiar figure... and then when i realised who he is... there's no turning back... he had already spotted...

its my ex supervisor from my ex workplace...

i shall highlight this part of our conversation...

Me: eh... kau masih ngan pompuan tu??

Ex-sup: pompuan mana???

Me: ala... siaper nama dia tu... azura lar....

Ex-sup: oh... ex gf kesayangan kau tu....

[ eh.. eh... dgn tak malau dan tak segan dia ckp gini... dah rampas mataair aku... step slumber jek cam no hal... ]

Me: yup...

Ex-sup: dah lama tak ah.. that time when i broke up with her... she was working as a hostess... dah hanyut ah dek tu...

[ mesti lah hanyut... dgn kau apa.. sial peh jantan! ]

i dont understand these guys actually... how could they allow their gf to work at such places... particularly this ex-supervisor of mine...

he turned a gal into a party freak... clubs... alcohols... and god knows if drugs are involved...

and now she's a hostess???

and he doesnt feel e least regret dat she's one when he was still with her...

ive heard stories whereby these bf allows their gf to do such a thing... and spend their earnings together... the gal is the one who sells her body... and the bf gets a share of the income???

i dont know what goes on in both their minds...

rosak!

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he' blogs @ 4:47 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006

e' sporean blogs: History - Polling Day

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men - One Sweet Day

a history in the making... for the first time in my life...

I AM VOTING!

finally i am a part of whatever that would happen to this country and precisely my own neighbourhood.. coz my vote counts...

and to think of it.. i am not dat old after all.. since its the FIRST time i am voting..

yeah shut up... i know u got relatives dats like 20+ and above and never voted... simply coz their area - walkover...

why cant u just let me be in my world of denial...

let me just be young for now... feels like im still a teenager...

*bluek!

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he' blogs @ 4:37 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Truth Prevails

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Kelly Clarkson - Anytime

I want the truth!

YOU CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH!

a scene from 'A Few Good Men' that will always remain vivid in my mind.... it really feels good when finally the truth is out... even thou all along the truth seemed obvious but lack of concrete evidence or rather lacking the admittance of the culprit who is behind it all along.... a must watch movie if u had not.... its in the DVD shops near you...

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he' blogs @ 8:50 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Lead By Example

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Daddy Yankee - Aqui Esta Tu Caldo

a fren came to me asking for a third party view...

lets say his name is... Batman...

once upon a time... his significant other, Catwoman, came across with an old male fren, Robin... they lost contact with each other... way too long.. years as claimed... close friends while they were so much younger...

so Catwoman spent quite a bit of time together with Robin... all of coz with the acknowledgement from Batman...

Batman kept quiet... dont wanna show dat he's against the whole idea.. althou he is.. Batman just fears that things might just happen between his gurl and dat guy... but trying to be as understanding as he can be.. he allowed them to meet...

even when at times when Batman and Catwoman are free to meet as a couple... Catwoman met up with Robin instead...

it took Batman quite a while to actually say enuf is enuf...

he told Catwoman straight in the face... "I AM JEALOUS!"

things took a change... maybe Catwoman knew her further actions might jeoperdize her relationship... she decided to ignore all calls and sms from Robin...

everything went on norm...

recently... Batman's old female fren whom he has not met like for 5 years.. came back to Singapore after being overseas for her studies... lets say this female fren's name is... Superwoman...

Superwoman obviously was fascinated by the changes in Singapore...

She dont even know that Singapore uses Ez-link card now...

Superwoman finds herself helpless one of those days while trying to board the MRT...

So one day... Superwoman asked Batman out to town... to accompany her while she does her shopping... as her dress sense was totally outdated... wearing the in thing in Singapore which was like 5 years back...

Thinking dat it wont do any harm.. its just accompanying a fren to choose outfits that are considered in for now... Batman went to meet Superwoman...

it was only when he's out.. Batman realised Catwoman was calling and sms-ing him in a different tone... he sensed something is wrong...

well like expected... they got into a verbal dispute...

Catwoman said... you told me you were jealous of Robin... told me not to meet him... why arent u leading by example??

now Batman feels stuck in between Catwoman and Superwoman... he now feels that at all cost he would avoid Superwoman... if he wants to keep this relationship of his going...

he asks me... what do i think?

my reply... hmmm.. though choice.... one is a fren... another ur soulmate... but touch ur heart... u got to do whats right for a relationship.. if u feel that she's the one...

the heartache of losing the one u love... wont be as bad as the heartache of losing a fren rite in the first place?

maybe dats how i lost some of my friends who are attached...

dats reality check for all...

what do u all think?

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he' blogs @ 2:48 AM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Visual Message

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Mariah Carey n' Celine Dion - I Still Believe

im captivated by the minds of some of the designers we have in singapore... especially those in the poster designing line...

being one who takes interest in photo editing... photography and such...

im envious when i look at some of the wonderful works they produce...

they look at stuffs in a whole different light...

how creative... i wouldnt have thought of dat... - would be a common thought i would have when i see something simple but yet it spreads the message across...

dats what posters are supposed to do in the first place... conveying message to members of the public...

and we could see their wonderful work out on the streets nowadays.. they are everywhere... name it... bus stops.. mrt's... taxis... busses....

earlier, while waiting for a fren to arrive.. our meeting point... at a bus stop along mandai...

and yeah... it was a creapy stretch of road... even after telling my friend to change the meeting point after najie told me about a story bout a taxi driver who saw something on the rear of a biker who was travelling on that stretch of road... my friend still insist on meeting there...

being the brave me... ceh wah!... i still went on wit the idea....

dats not my story now.. anyways, while i was just staring away on the road... i was captivated by a poster which was found there...

from the poster... it clearly shows a coffee shop 'apek' trying to protect his coffee shop after it closes during the wee hours of the morning...

although its not a sight which we do see ard on the streets...the poster conveyed its message across...

u dont have to spend sleepless nights and worry whilst trying to protect ur property when theres other simpler ways...

CCTVs and Security Alarms... they are there to make our property a safer place to live or own without worrying bout it being broken into....

speaking of which... have u protected ur unit yet?

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he' blogs @ 2:52 AM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

e' sporean blogs: Missing

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Jamal Abdillah - Penghujung Rindu

came home feeling all sleepy...

a normal procedure is to remove these lens of mine...

the right one goes off first...

and when it comes to the left...

some how or rather.. it had difficulty coming out of my eye ball..

eh.. weird...

but it feels like the lens is still there... my vision seemed better on my left...

but it doesnt gets off...

rub and rub.. nothing..

maybe it dropped...

searched on the table.. nothing...

now dats a big question mark... it doesnt seem possible that it had fallen off much earlier without me realising...

is it still on the eye...?

ah fuck.. im tired of searching...

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he' blogs @ 3:51 AM

Monday, May 01, 2006

e' sporean blogs: It Barely Made It

ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Spin - Janji Kita

Labour Day... May Day... International Workers' Day,,, whatever u call it.. falls on the first of May each year...

it is the commemoration of the Haymarket Riot of 1886 in Chicago, Illinois,.... and a celebration of the social and economic achievements of the international labor movement....

but who cares bout all of dat... its known to us as an additional off day... and this year... office hours staffs must be hooraying their way...

a longer week end.. lets skip the monday blues!

it make no difference to me on the other hand since im working on shift...

the picture was taken this morning...

initially i thot it was having its rest... wat a cute position for it to rest.. then i kicked the chair.. gosh.. its stood still...

poor lil young rat... its dead!

he must have gone exausted from all those work and he didnt even manage to celebrate this public holiday with us...

some people are just workaholic...

come on people.. dont make the same mistake as the rat...

work smart and NOT work hard!

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he' blogs @ 12:53 PM