Wednesday, April 19, 2006
e' sporean blogs: Seeing her Differently
ZuLdaniaL Listening to: Damasutra - Seribu Bayangannow this is some serious shit...have you ever been in a situation whereby the person who has always been infront of you for like the past few years and only now you start seeing her differently??we could have hit it off quite well back then..... the factors thats holding us back would most probably be the fact that she knows my "bad" habits too well.. she knows what kind of shits ive been doing every weekend... she knows wat an asshole i can be... she knows how i fool ard.. she knows too well that i can never hide any facts from her...also due to the fact that she a friend's sister... im holding everything back.. probably i wouldnt want my ties with a friend to severe when anything happens during the relationship..we stayed as frends... a distant one... but things took a change earlier.. the moment she appeared.. i thot to myself.. now why have i not seen this beauty soul all these years??have all the factors and my attitude back then blinded these eyes from seeing what i saw today...during our conversation, it never occured to me that we do have a lot to talk about... even thou her comments could be truthfully hurting... well at least she do have something which i like in a person.. be truthful even if it hurts...a perfect example...friend: eh dok.. kiter plan nak pi bali.. lu mau join tak??
me: bila gengs??
friend's sis: wait.. wait... u r bringing him along?
friend: why not?
friend's sis: does he still fucks ard a lot?
friend: no lah... he's not like last time ady lah...
friend's sis: oh k.. like dat im alright with the idea...
me: hello??? im here!!! not invincible...
friend's sis: im just giving u a piece of my truthful mind....
now it was different for today... not something which have ever occured the past few years...the sis actually called me up about half an hour after we left for home.. going our separate ways... friend's sis: r u home ady?
me: yup...
friend's sis: dats fast... we just got home too...
me: its not dat far aniwae... u guys walked home.. its different...
friend's sis: oh k then.. just checking... nites...
me: nites...
is it just my feelings dat i feel this whole idea of her calling meant something.. or could it be just a norm which she just happens to picked up from somewhere.. is it considered 'safe' to proceed on with what i felt...no matter wat.. i still thinks its best to talk to my friend bout it... wat do u think?
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he' blogs @ 2:40 AM
2 Comments:
Yes bro... I agree wit Najie. I oways advised my younger bro to 'test water' dulu baru commit. Unfortunately he neva listen...
hehehe... i guess dat the similarities with me and him.. noted by some of my friends.. giving a 100% rite from the start.. which proves to be a disaster... but what can one do.. dah heart gitu mcm..