Friday, April 29, 2005
e' sporean blogs: Wide Awake
Im surprised that im still wide awake despite of the fact that i just reached home since yesterday's afternoon!
Yesterday, i went to meet naz at bout 7pm at bukit batok... There was some misscommunication among us that needs some settling there and then... dat went quite smoothly... i think... but anyways... whats done cannot be undone... so move on... hahaha... (that is so me)
after dat went over to lakeside to meet iqbal at bout 11pm... there was a particular funny incident there that i wont forget... a drunk apek approached us and asked, "ini mana?"... wat the heck... get himself drunk until he dont know where he is at?? hmphhh.. dats bad... very bad....
anyway... during that point of time... i really felt like drinking.. its been a long time since i touched alcohol... and given the situation i am in rite now... my head all messed up... i just felt like drowning myself with alcohol all over again... called up bai to meet her up at woodlands....
so was at woodlands at bout 12.30am... bai was wit an.. but by the time i reached.. i was already thinking twice bout drinking... i started thinking how hard ive been trying to say no to liquors all these while... and then i just told bai that i am dropping the idea... i just dont think that drinking will make my situation even much simpler... actually its not think... i am sure it wont make it simpler... it does help take my mind of stuffs.. but the effect the next day... will just make it even worst....
somehow i felt glad dat i didnt grab any liquors last nite... my old friends gonna freak out if they read this... zul saying no to liquors? that is not him at all.. he would finish all the liqours on the table!!.. sorry guys... thats in the past... environment changes... and so does people...
well, dat would be all for my entry now... think im gonna try get some sleep... try to close these eyes that is still wide awake... adious guys...
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he' blogs @ 8:52 AM
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wow. aku dah lama tak tengok kau nyer blog and dah ada banyak improvement. anyway siak ah. biar betik zul tak minum. jgn bedek ah zul. kau hantu botol eh. haha. kidding. bagus lah kalau kau dah berubah. tapi chickies kat club tu banyak tunggu kau to grind tau. hahaha. temptations!! slamats ah bro.